find the career I love

im doing my medical rite now bt im not so sure cuz people tell me im not a kind person n too selfish to do it. not much of a florence nightingale type, sometimes i thnk dey r rite. im really good at writing n i was considering taking up journalism bt i selected medicine instead.

I left the corporate ladder to teach 8th grade math. It isn’t easy at all and I’m having a rough first year, but I am doing something I believe in and that makes all of the difference in the world.

I have always worked in conservative places. CPA firms, banks, accounting, bookkeeping, mortgage. It pays the bills, but it’s not my “thing”. I want to be/do something where I feel like I make a diffence, and help people, make the world more beautiful, but the money has to be there also. I don’t want to be loaded or anything. I just need to pay my bills & support my family. Once you get past a certain age it’s really hard to change careers. I haven’t found my “thing” yet, but I will.
I just feel the pull to make things a little better even if it’s just a few people in my life time. My number 1 subject is my son. I want to give him everything….love, laughter, patience, comfort, intellect, skills, compassion, the world. I want/need to do more to give my life more purpose!