Stop falling for the wrong guys

I guess I never expected for this goal to ever come true, mainly because I felt I didn’t deserve a nice guy or wondered how any guy could ever desire me the way I wanted him to. I guess I was impatient, stupid, silly, and didn’t realize that if I had waited until the nineteenth year of my life, the third year of the month of 2009, the time of day precisely nightfall, the place completely at my college playing an on-campus game, and the intention clear that I wasn’t looking and my knowledge in video games to shine through to one person – I probably wouldn’t have been so upset to know that everything would eventually fall into place for me.

I guess I never believed in miracles happening to me, and when they started happening it was like they never stopped occurring and life separarated into two halves – the part I believed was happening and the part that I felt was a dream. It’s hard to tell now if this is a dream or not, but when I wake up beside him I know that I am not dreaming. When he kisses my lips and I feel the butterflies overflowing all inside I know it’s real.

I’m in love, with the right guy. The one who cares for me, and is able to make me happy. The one who won’t back down on me.

I believe in miracles.

yeah, def gotta say im quite the asshole magnent. i need to quit being so naive & quit fallin for stupid games!

I still like them when I conclude they are “wrong.” They never notice me, or induldge me with callous flirting within the first day, but after I start getting interested deny it, or just flat out act like nothing happen. Too many guys I’ve “fallen” for have been wrong, and also assholes who don’t deserve me because I too good to subjugate myself to less than I deserve.

Most of the guys I find that are bad, I want the most. I hate this, and I want to stop.

The guy has been excluded frm school for 2 weeks, isn’t really clever, has a girlfriend who he’s never mentioned, is apparently cheating on her with another girl, and is just a big big big flirt =(

y is it bad boys r always the most exciting!!! if a guy likes me but is a “nice boy” i aint interested – as soon as he doesnt show me interest i want him! so far every guy i’ve ever slept with (not that its alot!) have proceeded to sleep with one of my so called “friends” true to form the current one is a self proclaimed “man-slut” who doesnt want to settle down EVER and has slept with one of my friends…. and also as always – i fancy the pants off him lol! and have a notion – even though i know it never works – that i can “change” him – yeh rite! anways i’m gunna try to be gud and actually go for the guys who want to take me on dates and buy me flowers!

awwww forbidden love is exciting!

Unfourtanetly it´s not something I can control so I will just give up…if i fall for the wrong guy then i will enjoy the time I have and try to learn form it…. surely i will fall for the wrong guys over and over again… until one day when i suddently fall for the guy that is just right…

So now I’m dating my best friend’s cousin. My best friend happens to be a male, and he happened to have a thing for me for a very long time. This is one strike.
This guy I’m dating is a Republican. I am not. He really cares about guns. I, uh, don’t. I think he’s a homophobe, and perhaps a racist.
He just got out of a bad relationship. His girlfriend sent me a very ugly email accusing him of cheating on her and also threatening my life.
He has yet to take me out on a proper date.
Strike. Strike. Strike.

I’m smitten!

I am starting to think that we never fall for the people that fall for us and the people we fall for never will fall for us…