control my depression

to laugh a lot and get sunshine as possoble I can.

Knowing my limit is important.

I’m now graduated from college with a Bachelor’s Degree, immediately (and luckily) got a full time secured job that is in the field I studied for, living on my own and supporting myself without having any ties from my family from controlling my life (especially my dad), taking up new hobbies like rock climbing, trying to be positive, searching for things to do so I won’t get bored, and working hard to make sure I save up to travel around the world…

Seems like I shouldn’t really be depressed right?

Something is still missing… even though it seems like I have everything already, I still feel empty….I don’t have a boyfriend, but I’m okay being single…though it would be nice… and I still have my mom in the hospital and it will be 10 years since she’s been bedridden… that’s a life long process to heal from.

I recently decided it was time to admit I was probably depressed. I went to the doctor, got a prescription for Prozac, and had a terrible reaction to it and ended up in urgent care with a doctor who told me to stop taking it immediately. I spent two days with my heart racing, not being able to breathe, and crying uncontrollably because of it. I’m now on trazadone, with valium to control the anxiety (for now).

It feels really terrible to not be able to tell my family about this (my mom thinks antidepressants are at best unnecessary and at worst wicked). But with the help from my friends, and hopefully my husband being able to understand, I hope to control my symptoms and be a relatively jolly person.

I hope.

i go shopping and i feel like everything so pressuring…i dont feel right in clothes my mom is always telling me things coparing me to my sister….also there is a chance that my dad is not my dad….i really dont know what to do i just cry every moment i can..i stay in my room the whole day.

It has been rainning since yesterday.
It’s difficult when it rains…

control my depression
control
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I can control my depression

some1 to talk about my situation, so i could get advice or something please

I want to get to a point in my life where i can feel i control my depression and not the other way around

like a loser.