stop feeling guilty for relaxing

i’m not sure what exactly happened, but i’ve had no trouble with this lately. i don’t often have time to relax and do nothing, but i have no guilt about it anymore. i do so much, i have no reason to feel like i’m slacking on anything.

YAY.

SO relaxing. went on a training walk with stephanie and wendy, hung out, knit a lot, did sudoku, took a bath.

i’ve been really good about this lately, but i think it’s mostly because i’ve gotten so much done. i have no problem relaxing when i feel like everything is taken care of.

the real test will be under stress, i think.

i hung out, spent a lot of time with friends, took a couple baths, and just had fun.

i didn’t have to have that insane productivity, nor did i feel bad about it.

this is so much easier when i feel like everything’s under control. lately it’s been awesome.

i’m taking a lot of baths.

i’ve gotten way better about this lately. i’m enjoying the time i spend with people so much. but i still push myself really hard.

i do more than almost anyone i know. i should be able to have downtime.