I want to go out next weekend but don’t want to go alone. There are a group of people that will be there but I don’t tslk to them every day. My bestie is iffy about going because she feels unattractive. If she doesn’t go, I will. I hope. I don’t want to be at home every weekend because of not wanting to go alone. 7 months ago

Finally i made it to the meet-up in the korean restaurant. for the first time after signing with the group for quite a while. it was good to go back to the crowd n meet new people again.

This time, i was bit of change. I was more acceptance n open up to different kind of people… there r girls still approaching and grouping subtly according to appearance/apparels….
i guess i’m over this, n waste no time n energy. i proactively friendly to talk to a guy with a bit of flaw of his outlook. He was standing aside,I could tell how he feel, he was definitely not arrogant but a bit of self-esteem in social world. i invited to join in the conversation instead of standing aside.

I also talked to a quiet Chinese girl(who is less stylish,n sassy) from Chengdu who has a beautiful career as violist in this city. it was so wonderful to know a musician.

if getting a life is to have sassy girl friends around…it won’t be a long-lasting friendship. i gotta make sure i don’t trying to grab air. 7 months ago

I can’t get a job & I have extra time on my hands…
so why not?

Hello! I am currently a volunteer at the George C. Page Museum & the Natural History Museum of Los Angeles~

It’s a great way to meet friends, connect with people outside of my usual circle, talk to nice strangers, learn new things in general, and just to stop bumming around the house.

Volunteering at the museum inspired me to take a Museum Science course in school and I also would love to become a gallery interpreter someday.

I do need to work on my people skills and this is kind of helping.. on some days.
I’m working on it… :) 7 months ago

I have way too much homework, I procrastinate and start the very last minute (leaving much room for errors & wishful grades), and most of my “friends” haven’t even realized I deactiveated my facebook…

needless to say i need to make many changes… lets just say I have no life…

I use to have a great social life but i feel like i’m outgrowing everyone around me & its kind of depressing… 8 months ago

Okay, so I didn’t get the job at Trinity Academy. They never called.. :|

I’ve also applied for a paid internship and it didn’t work out cause my lack of experience in the field.

So! I decided to volunteer for the Museum of Natural History. Hoping to get some experience in something.. anything! I don’t care if I start off from the bottom showing people where the elevator is or whatever. All I know is I gotta do what I gotta do to get through life.. and I feel like this is one of the things I just have to do.

Went to the information meeting last Saturday. As it turns out, it’s quite complicated. I wanted to do some artifact curating, but apparently everybody wants to do that and the chance of getting that is well.. :\ What the lady at the information meeting told me is that I’d just have to stick with volunteering on the floor and be patient until something comes up. And there’s this whole process of training and getting tested.. and then see if these people will like you. Doesn’t that sound like something you’d do for a paid job? But whatever, I’m down.

Since I’d have to wait for a position for curating (like everyone in the meeting), I’m thinking about joining the docent program. Yeah, this is currently the plan.

Odd thing is, I’m feeling slightly competitive & ambitious. I’ve never really felt this way.. at least not since maybe high school? And it kinda makes me feel alive! (Yes, I know I’m lame. But!! That’s how I’m really feeling at the moment! ) 11 months ago

That’s the place I’m going to tomorrow (or should I say today) for an interview with Gina Chong. Wish me luck!! 15 months ago