move and be myself again

it is so nice to have a place where you can be yourself and live with people who let you be yourself. i can’t describe how freeing and joyful it is to be living in the place i am in now.

looking over my entries of what i want to do i realized something. i NEED to move to get them done. Lets face it i just need to move. i hate living where i am. the person who i’m renting from is taking advantage of me financally, not to mention the fact that they are horrible people. i hate having to pay them every month and then spend 5 nights of the week at my boyfriends house because i hate being there so much. it sucks. i’m basically paying them a huge amount to store my stuff and have an official place to live so that his roommates don’t get too angry because i’m basically living there.
i rent the basement and share the kitchen which is always a mess. THERE ARE FLIES IN THE KITCHEN ALL THE TIME. and not those little fruit flies that you get sometimes around the fruit bowl. no big ugly house flies. thats just not right. and the landlords upstairs love bossing me around because they know i cant afford to live anywhere else.
Well the jokes on them because soon i can afford to. its just a matter of finding a decient place in a city thats a renters nightmare. [my city has had a population explosion due to the economy].