Have the courage to let it all go

because it’s now in storage, rather than in my house. But the effect is almost the same. Not so much that I’ve let it all go; more that it’s let me go.

and now I don’t even miss him….

The front and back bedrooms, the bathroom, the living room and my office are “mine” now. I don’t think I’d have been able to cope with that six months ago, but it feels quite comfortable now. Still need to deal with the kitchen and the dining room.

My boyfriend and I have dated for almost three years, and we decided that once we go off to seperate universities, that was it: we were done. We didn’t break up then, but continued along because we still loved each other.

Every day that I spend with him makes me wish he’d just dumped me then and there… because he’s the one who looked me straight in the eyes and said, “I don’t think I could handle a long distance relationship.”

He’s the only guy I’ve ever dated for more than a few months, he’s the only guy I’ve ever kissed, and he’s the only guy I’ve ever had more than just a crush on… and I wish I had the courage to let him go.

Still working on the rest, but I made a huge step in letting go of someone who I cared so deeply for, but could not love me back. Very painful, but it will be worth it. I feel the buds of growth beginning.

It’s the best feeling to let everything go and be happy about it! I’m a way better person now!

i decided today that i’m letting go of all the hurt that comes with love so that i don’t end up jaded and bitter.. we’ll see how well that works

I’m shocked I actually did it! I’ve never done anything SO increadibly PAINFUL in my life! And it was SO worth it! I don’t know how I got the courage to do it, I just did it. I’m not the kind of person who just lets things go, I hang on to things, people, experiences, etc., even when they aren’t important. But now I let go of meaningful things, things that once were very (I mean VERY) important for me but had become unbearable. I hope things get better now.

When I think about this goal, the song “Coming back to life”, by Pink Floyd, comes to my mind. I can relate so much to the lyrics that I wish I had written this song.

I did it! I had the courage to let something go, and I feel increadibly sad and increadibly good about it! But most of all, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my back. I can finally move on, at least in one aspect of my life.