quit complaining all the time

sometimes i think my mind hates me. i mean, reeeally hates me. because, most of the time, without even thinking, i catch myself bitching about something. it can be the weather, my clothes, a headache. and it is boring. nobody wants to listen – at least i would hate to listen those things that came out of my mouth. so, why don’t i just focus on controling my big mouth? maybe it will help me to get hold of my brain as well.

how am i supposed to do that? this past days have been awful. i’m in a total lack of interest, motivation or good humor. and i just don’t know what to do to make things better.

well, since this is hard for me, i created a goal: list 5 good things that happens everyday. that way, no matter how the day sucks, i’ll still be able to find somethings worth it and i’ll be more positive (wich is another goal in my list that never seems to be marked as done).

i’m getting better on this.

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Are traffic and people with bad haircuts. I can cut back on the traffic, but why would you want to look like Igor, from the 1400’s, with an IQ of 30? You might as well wear a sack, with a rope tied around the waist and call yourself an idiot. I don’t know. Maybe you could call yourself Troglodyte. Yes, that’s it. Why the hell would anyone want to pay someone to make them look stupid? Eh, I’ll never know. ha. Maybe it’s a southern thing.

Here’s an example: (a guy testing digital hairstyles on himself for laughs – a brave soul.)

I don’t complain most of the time anymore. Usually it’s just when I’m driving. So, hopefully, I can get rid of this goal (as in reach it and finally quit complaining!!) But overall, it’s getting a lot better. :)

What I complain abut most: the house/apt. It’s a mess.

I will clean it up, therefore I won’t be able to complain about it (as much.) :)

Something just happened, and it’s not set in stone, yet… but I think I won’t be able to complain about ANYTHING for a really long time if this goes through!!!!!!!!

My mom called to yell at me. Afterwards she said she loved me. ^{_^}

I sort of deserved the yelling. She was right. I haven’t been doing anything lately… except complain about my life.

So, I AM going to get off of my a** and start being motivated and not just wishing that something will come my way. Gotta get crackin!

I love my mom. ^_