You never know whats going on inside her mind,
you don’t know the hurt she bears,
you can’t see her desperate attempts to find somewhere to belong,
and getting foggy for her to just keep living on.
She feels like her life is just a waste of time,
that no one likes her,
and she doesn’t understand why,
she just wants one person to show her the difference.
you never she that she’s really not alright,
you never give her a second to show her you care,
because everyone picks on her and you never do anything about it when you there.
you never see her red eyes crying at night,
You don’t see her constantly growning weak,
the thought and battles she will not speak,
her sudden urge to take her life,
cuz this battle she is loosing time.
She just needs one person to speak up and defend her,
to show her that life can be better,
one person to show some reason to keep living on,
because this low feeling is growning strong.
She’s crying for help,
and we all hear her,
but were too afraid to stand up to the people that beat her,
with there loud anticks telling her to just kill herself.
Deep down knowing that defending her,
can change everything in a split second,
wanting to take everything back but you know it wouldn’t help her,
Your part of the cause,
the reason she wants to live no more,
so don’t act so innocent and don’t make a sound,
cuz your the reason she’s buried under the ground.
Shayla…im really sorry for sticking in the backround and also being part of the crowd at times…i promise to try to change things around…i realized that your talking about suicide…i will be here for you and i will be ur crying shoulder when it seems like theres no answer…i promise if you stay i will make a difference and change things around….plz forgive me..i made a big mistake…and it will take a lifetime to fix…HAVE FAITH…AND PEOPLE DO WANT YOU HERE!!!WE NEED YOU!UR WAY TOO YOUNG TO GO!!