just kidding!

anyway, i feel like i used to do more little things to show him that i care. i guess when our relationship was more new i was more afraid of losing him, so i would put a lot of effort into little stuff. or something. (now i still couldn't stand to lose him, but it seems less likely.)

but the main reason for trying to do little nice things is to make him feel loved and happy. and i still want to do that. i have a couple ideas, but i dunno. let's see:

- sing something on his voicemail - i'd have to make sure he would be busy when i called to do this. he has two exams today (that crazy school of his has them saturdays! :p) but i'm afraid he might forget to turn off his phone during them, and i wouldn't want to interrupt. and what if i mess up? we're comfortable with each other so i could just start over i guess. and what if the phone makes it sound weird? well, i guess i could blame any weird-soundingness on the phone. :p

- pick out a good spot to go exploring and make plans to go there - we used to go wandering around buildings, trying to get up on roofs and just look around. (we had shared journeys leading to beautiful views, sigh. :p) but it hasn't been as convenient since our relationship is currently long distance and our visits are always too short (of course, any time together less than living in the same place is too short!) so we haven't gotten around to it recently. 7 years ago