be knowledgeable

I agree with your comment. I, too, admire people so much who are knowledgeable and able to talk freely. My sense is that I do know things, although there is so much more I want to know, but I don’t know how to organize what I know into free-flowing talk—into conversation. Do I know the wrong kind of things? I’m aware, maybe, but don’t know much deeply, not enough, anyway, to add to conversations going om around me. Maybe I’m afraid of what I know. And what I don’t.

there is so much i want to know and so much i am in awe of that other people know…there’s so much to learn i don’t even know where to begin! i want to know it all!