get along better with my family

I associate my lack of connection with my family to the same social anxiety I sense when I encounter anyone else in the world. I am going to work hard at convincing myself that my family loves me and that they enjoy being with me. My brothers, my cousins, my grandparents, and aunts and uncles—one day I will be confident that they all love me and they love to spend time with me.

...but at least the arguing stopped.

I had a long talk with my mom today and we sort of worked out some things that had really been bothering me so it’s a step in the right direction

i used to fight with my mom and sisters everytime i went to see them and i lived with my dad before and never got along with him and now i do and im living with my grandparents and they used to yell at me but now i make sure do all the things that bug them