call my friends

For some reason I seem to talk myself out of calling my friends, by telling myself they are probably busy or don’t want to talk to me. Or sometimes I think – I don’t want to bother anyone…..
Is this normal or am I just a really insecure person?

12th—Kabe
13th—Chandra
14th—Sally
15th—Tobin
16th—Sera
21st—Nicole

So far I’ve called two people I don’t normally talk to. Today I called a friend, and he called me back, resulting in a lovely one hour conversation. I felt accomplished, and plan to get in touch with many other friends this summer.

I have some fabulous friends. And I only call, what, two of them? My friends deserve better than that. And I’ve spent the last two months saying “I’ll call her tomorrow…” or “why don’t I wait ‘til there’s something to do together?” Ugh. I just need to call them. I’ll feel better, at least.