Be a better me

I’m 24 years old and I feel like I have nothing going for me. I don’t have motivation for anything. I dwell more on my past and my mistakes, than on moving forward. I try and take two steps forward, but some how I end up takeing three steps back. I hate that I am the way that I am.

I am generally happy and quite comfortable with who I am, I just want to try and be more positive and understanding of others and get my life headed in a better direction, hell any direction would be good. This is a pretty open ended goal, but for me thats what being a better person would be

be a better friend, daughter, sister, lover, mother… be a better me!

I need to hurry up and get a gig.

I decided not to give in to my fiance when he begs for something he wants, when we need to be saving money for various things.

I decided not to take any shit from this girl at work anymore! She’s stupid, I know it. I work hard and she is an unhappy person trying to bring me down.

I have decided to attempt to come home every evening and cook dinner. I don’t do much cooking, and my honey gets stuck doing it all. It makes me feel like a bad fiance, I’ll let you guys know how it is going!

I believe I have improved in many ways since I set this a goal. But I’d like to keep it on the list because I want to continue to push myself to better. And to be me. I’m learning from life and it’s making me feel great. It may not be easy, but it’s worth it.

I’m probably the best me that exists right now, but I know that if i could just focus and STAY focused I could be so much better; I could just exceed all the expectations that people have. I think I could even surprise myself. It’s like that one guy said: ‘our biggest fear isn’t that we are insufficient, but that we are powerful beyond belief’

just re phrasing

been back sliding on all my goals I feel like the worst person sometimes I sed to talk to alot of people online now my friends have left me and can’t seem to make new ones and so not really focusing on me.