publish book

How many starts to the first chapter must a writer wade through, before they realize that what they wrote initially, was okay?

The first six chapters have me tied in a massive amount of gooey-sticky, messy, bubble gum that has melted over all of my fingers. So now, when I go to punch in the keys, my hands sort of stick to the key board. Its a mess really. I think I may need a phyciritist before I complete my revisions. Some one share your secret with me, or I may go totally off the edge of the Earth, screaming, “I H-A-T-E, my book!” LOL. No, in all seriousness, I love to write, what I don’t like is this blockage I have ultimatly given to myself, the stress of worrying whether or not what I have completed will be good enough—to my collogues, family, friends, and friend authors. Is this something you have faced when working on your first book, or is it just me? Please tell lme I won’t go insane while completing my first book, hehehhehe, having a bad writing day, I’m not always this “un-glued”

Thanks for reading my vent,
now its time to get back to chapter one, again! MY GOSH feels like chapter 177!!!

I want I want I want to make it to Malibu CA to see frieds. Was supposed to go this past Sept. to Cher’s pre-Auction with people from Malibu, personally invited by Cher!, but I fractured my foot. On top of having MS, the fractured foot just put the who trip down the tubes.

BUT, Malibu is waiting and I am waiting and plan on going out after I attend my Nephews wedding in Minnisota at the end of May. What a trip…............................. Yes, I and very giving, very very giving but I am also vein. Not that I had to tell everyone that but it is me. Yes, I have friends in high places and like to always have/make friends in high placed. Used to lifestyle from working for someone I worked for sometime ago.