Enjoy Now

I’m always waiting for time to go by, always making plans for the next few hours, for the next few days, or for the next few months. It may be a good idea to start focusing more on the present, and just to start enjoying now. It’s a very cliche thing to say but the days and then the years will run away quickly and I should try to be happy at every single moment, and to enjoy smaller things, like nice conversations with my “school friends”, pleasant dinners out, or, however cheesy that may sound, the early rays of sunshine. So, sometimes, just think about stopping for a minute, and start enjoying. Now.

I am back with my first love. I am so happy with the time we have now. Still paranoid about the future, but im not letting it control my life as much.

I turned down an offer to date someone because i knew how the relationship would end, he was so nice, isnt that just dumb? But maybe something better will happen in the future, my first love wants me back but looking at the future i dont know what will happen and its scary.