sciphileMy inner conflict
This is something that my soul has been crying out for now for a little while. I would love the aspect about living a sustainable lifestyle, but more than anything, I would love to be surrounded by community. Since the death of my mom, my family has become fractured and I really miss that closeness. I don’t think I will ever be able to do this, though, because I don’t think my husband would be able to come along (mostly because of his visitations with his kids and his wacky ex-wife), and I am just not sure how I feel about leaving him behind, even if it’s only for a couple of months. He is longing to go live in Japanese monastery for a couple of months though, so who knows. 3 years ago







