I got ANOTHER cool pair of glasses, my computer is fixed for $200, my car was broke but got fixed by GOD – who didn’t charge me- I’ve been sober for 4 freakin’ days and I feel pretty good, I have a new web-design program on my computer at work so maybe I can play with THAT and get more $ with a Status change at WashU. Yeah, wishful thinkin’! BUt still… 3 months ago
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this week i attracted heat and defrosting for my car, a drawing class to apply for, the will to not eat my weight in everything that exists. Also, a super COOL pair of glasses! I’m feeling good about my money. 3 months ago
So I’m all anxiety ridden and crap this morning, willing myself slowly to climb out of the darkness and see that I am powerful and that life is good, and some kid yells “HI!” at me with this INSANE smile and her mother is smiling at me too and I Laugh and yell “HELLO” back and the girl is all beside herself that I said hi back and she’s bouncing around and laughing and looking up at her mother as if to say “I GOT HER TO ANSWER ME!!!!!” I’m pretty sure that was god telling me I was on the right track. And then, of course, the sun came out from behind me and glinted off of the metrolink shed and I knew that I was right. 7 months ago
I weigh 139lbs today. one lb lost.
I have 8,000 in the bank.
I made a KILLER budget yesterday.
I have a cute dress on.
I get to see my folks today
I get an Israeli flag
I get to see MElisende
I get to see other friends at Zumba! 12 months ago
This great job
re-discovery of old podcasts on tapping that are just GREAT
a beautiful sunny day
a car that works
a cleaner office
a plan for pole practice AND seeing my mom. 12 months ago
a warm perfect sunny day
a nice boss
a second interview
a nice shirt
a positive outlook 12 months ago
a good morning
a nice boss!
time to play at work
a lb lost on the scale 14 months ago
I am regaining my strength in pole class
My boss and I connected on a humorous level
My man and I connected on a loving and humorous level
I have a visitor to my house tomorrow
I have good booze in me. 15 months ago
though my world has broke, my repairs are in order.
I got a doctor’s excuse
I found a car doctor
I paid bills
I found checks in the mail????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My boss knows why I can’t order supplies
I’m caught up at work
I just took some aspirin
I found a new self help person to listen to…those Abe Hicks people are makin’ me yak. 15 months ago
1. My realtor FINALLY called me to tell me that the house deal was proceeding. the seller was going to pay for the sewer line.
2. I had a great visit (as usual!) with my mom and dad.
3.Work went smooth…I got a lot done…I feel happy.
4. My boyfriend acted all vortexy and poured some booze in celebration of proceeding on a house that he’s not really all that enthused about. But at least he’s not trying to make me suffer! 16 months ago
Hey, i don’t scoff at attracting a penny on the ground. It’s money and I love me some money!
I attracted some positive comments regarding my Delor sewer lateral instead of those negative ones I attracted yesterday…yeeeesh!
I attracted too much damn food!
I was able to sneak stuff into my trunk to throw away in a dumpster tomorrow morning…ha hhah ahahaahahaaa! 17 months ago
I attracted the ability to make an offer on Delor
A great x-mas lunch with great people 17 months ago
I made $13 at SLAM tonight in an hour at coat check!
I am happy at home having time alone!
I had time to pack and to shop for dog food/groceries. 17 months ago
I put a bid on my new house.
My man is supportive and friendly!
I get to see my mom and dad tonight!
I’m excited by moving…so excited I can’t sleep, but Oh Well!
I feel good.
Work is easy today.
I’m sending documents out, arranging insurance, getting my ducks in a row. 17 months ago
1. A CAR THAT STARTED!
2. a walk in the rain with new ABE HICKS on the MP3.
3. a great new ABE HIcks video about relationships.
4. Early off from work.
5. someone covered my January 1st shift at SLAM>
6. a nice evening of packing the music room.
7. the ability to throw a bunch of crap away.
8. a good feeling.
9. time to meditate on my vortex boyfriend and house. 17 months ago
today, I created a house deal!
I created hilarity in the ER room when I pulled a wine-bottle opener from my pocket.
I did office errands which freed me up from sittign around and made me feel like a hero.
I washed the dog, bought SRV tribute tickets, and cleaned the bathroom,and cooked my man’s fish so I feel like I DID something.
I found my insurance information. 18 months ago
I attracted a man who treats me like shit and thinks it’s fine. Ah well, THAT’s not the good thing for this morning, but I DID end up having a nice morning.
Maybe it was because he made me wake up an hour early for no good reason, then told me I was cranky, and now I’m frantically trying to make sure my day doesn’t follow along this same abusive path for the whole day, and so by reading and researching and finding good things to think about and load onto my MP3 player, I’m sliding into a sweet spot! OK. I’ll take it. 18 months ago
the cash house guy, Ryan, wants to bargain with me about this house. cool. that’s better than not being able to sell it! 18 months ago
I attracted ugly house guys who offer too little money, but now I KNOW I CAN sell my house, and still have enough to buy another one, no MATTER WHAT! FUCK yeah!
I also attracted a great attitude in dealing with dissapointment. What a great lesson to learn and remember. A very EASY way to learn a very IMPORTANT lesson I KNOW! I was bummed all day, but I’m really happy now! 18 months ago
Today I attracted proof of insurance. HEY, that’s good enough for me. Also, I feel a little better than I did this morning.
I love my MP3 music. 19 months ago
Today I was useful AND the tech fixed my computer without my boss knowing. Tomorrow she may know, but maybe not and it doesn’t matter. She wasn’t here to see the thing and it’s OK.
I’m having an easy day and I love it. 21 months ago
Today, I attracted a sense of confidence, success in most of my endeavors, speedy SPEEDY completion of my work,
these awesome arms and legs,
a funny conversation with a guy who only wanted magazines but I THOUGHT he was asking me for condoms.
I’m attracting a sense of accomplishment,
some great inversions, ART,
helpful and brilliant introspection
a man who insists on doing right by me 21 months ago
so today I made it across SIX monkey bars (next week I’m gonna turn and go BACK the other way!) and some guy came and did gymnastics next to me (FUNNY!) and I taunted him that he was a show-off and that I was gonna do the SAME STUFF soon.
THEN, as I was walking on to work, I ran into Jim (jim and donna) from the art museum, and THEN ERIC lodeveschin came biking by.
It was great! Magical, magical morning. Later today, I’m going to Aren’s house and then on to bellydance at the SCA shindig. 21 months ago
So, today I parked, accidentally because I came late and it’s a “second wednesday”, by a little park that I stumbled upon 2 weeks ago while walking during a lunch break. It has a climbing pole and EVERYthing, and I was thinking…”Man, I wish I knew how to get to this park with my car…I’d park here and climb the pole before/after work!”
Well, this morning, wishing I had left earlier so I could figure out where this park was, I found it by accident and necessity! AND, the route to walk to work is SO MUCH NICER than the road I usually take. It takes me by TWO MORE PLAYGROUNDS, and today, I did push-ups, bench triceps, side-lifts, leg-ups, and…ta DAHHHHH!!!!...I made it across 4 monkey bars!!!!!
I am freakin’ EXCITED.
AND, I weigh 130lbs in SPITE of how much fun I have all the time!
I was afraid to weigh myself. ha!
NOW? on to 120lbs.! 21 months ago
I’m eating fruit!
Compliments from sweet Geyoul
a sense of accomplishment
Helping my bosses!
nice skirt from Aren.
Red Fang Radio
Chaz is at work 22 months ago
1. a good talk with my boss last Friday
2. a resumation of weight loss…easily!
3. Stripper videos and tapes!
4.Fun things to do like slut walks and birthday parties and pole dance shows.
5. Flame Boots!!!! FINALLY!!!!
6. Pretty Legs! 22 months ago
So yesterday started off TOTALLY shitty. My photoshop stopped working, I lost my dog’s meds, I couldn’t send artwork to Aren, I didn’t LIKE the work I was sending to Aren if I COULD send it, I woke up with a KILLER summer cold and my slut shoes were lost or stolen.! Yikes! I was soooooooooo depressed and down and I was thinking “fuck this ABE shit. That only works if you already feel good. HOW can I even START to change this stupid situation with GOOD THOUGHTS?...fucking retarded…”
But instead of caving in, I FORCED myself to reach for a happier attitude. I put on my vibrational sounds MP3’s, I focused and focused and played the “what if” game…I got to a vaguely pleasant place somehow.
And lo and behold?
I SOMEHOW managed to fix my photoshop (??!)and Aren didn’t even look at the stuff I was finally able to send. She just wanted to feed me and thank me for bothering to do it.
My shoes are at UPS right now, just waiting for me!
My dog’s meds are found, and, the best and weirdest thing of all???
My cold is nearly gone today! Last time one of these colds got me (when I first started here, 3 months ago) the cold lasted for a month and it was miserable! not THIS time! I focused on health at a cellular level, and I GOT it. Hurray! So here I am…happy, and re-convinced of my power. 23 months ago
Uh…a good stretch at lunch.
an easy feeling.
A relatively productive and smoooth day.
Hopefully, Some tacky stripper boots when I get home! 23 months ago
I keep seeing little yellow canaries darting around the trees while I’m riding to work on the metrolink. Today, along with a canary, I ALSO saw some amazing bright, beautiful lightning.
I love the rain. Everytime it rains, I feel like it’s raining for me. It’s been raining a lot!
Yesterday, Chaz mentioned living in the city as if it were a possibility. I’m psyched! Maybe he’s mellowing out!
AND, I have great delts!!!! 23 months ago