feel completely and totally loved

I am almost feeling like forever giving up on this goal. I was feeling so loved….unconditionally until yesterday when everything sort of caved in. I now have a huge ache in my heart…....

Today I am devastated. A very special love I thought I had finally found has disappeared. Poof, gone…...I guess the hardest thing for me to understand is how a person can give so much of themselves to another….give thier heart and then like a slap in the face…the love that I thought was mutual is gone.

This is a bit of a selfish goal…..I have four children who love me. I have a husband….I am just needing a very specific unconditional love which I may or may not find in this lifetime.

you do just know! I am very thankful for the wonderful man in my life who causes me to feel this way and even more… to feel totally trusted, reliable, honest, etc. He’s the only person I’m not scared to tell EVERYTHING to, even my worst fears, secrets, and insecurities. He knows even the most personal aspects of my life and I have no regrets with telling him anything. He has never let me down and he always supports me and isn’t that just the most amazing feeling. I mean what a relief to know that know matter how stressed out you get or how bad you think you’ve mucked up at work or in any other area of your life you can go to this one special person and everything will be OK because they’ll come through for you, they’ll listen and they’ll love you in spite of anything. You don’t have to walk on eggshells worrying that if you do or say the wrong thing he’ll stop loving you because he NEVER EVER would! And you can honestly say that you’ll NEVER ever intentionally hurt him or break his heart.

Ok, I’m going to invite him to do this goal now too!

Also, everyone doing this goal has already done it because God loves us all completely and totally! No matter what our mistakes, if we ask for forgiveness he will!
People don’t have to believe me on that but that’s just what I feel and trust.