meet my soul mate

I could talk to myself a year ago, around now I made a post saying how I want to meet my soul mate and how he’ll be awesome. I wish I could have told myself to be patient, that’d be will come, and how hes here…but then again IF I did so..maybe things wouldn’t work out like how they did. writing these seems so long ago. SO much has happen in a year, im so curious what next november will bring me…..

I think I might have found him (: Im crazy about Caden, we met through school and we have so much in common its sick. SICK. I tell you, its so accidental and our siblings say all the time how we are alike with things we do. I used to think people who felt like me were loons but really.. i couldn’t be happier.

I would love to meet my soulmate. The ones that i think are right turns out to be all wrong.I need to figure out how to go about dooing it.I dont want to miss out on something good by not letting anyone in.But i dont want to let the wrong one in to break my heart.

I think i have a problem, i feel like whenever i get excited for something it won’t happen.. like a new boy… ESPECIALLY a new boy. i feel like if i get too excited its not gonna happen like god thinks im getting too anxious and thinks because im rushing into it (mentally) its not suppose to happen…or i feel like i dont deserve it? i have no idea why im like that i just feel like when good things come or i meet new people i get so excited that i want it to work so bad but then get scared because it might not… maybe pat has something to do with that since thats what has been happening for the past 6 months.. not that i blame him its my own fault i get excited too quick and then it doesnt happen.

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i need to be slapt lol.

where the hell are you :|

...but on the off chance there is one for me out in the world, I want to find him.

he’ll be pretty awesome.

anytime soon. I thought the person I’m currently seeing would be, but it doesn’t seem to be going in that direction. I just don’t think that it’s in the cards for me. At least this year.

I love love. So, obviously, I want to meet my soul mate. I think right now he’s between 15 and 19 years old. I dunno. Maybe 14. But the thing is…I think I already know who my soul mate is. I mean, I haven’t met him yet, but I daydream about him all the time. And there is this one person, a friend of mine, that said that when you daydream about your soul mate that they can actually hear you as if you were right next to them…but that’s only if they are your soul mate. I am pretty sure that’s what she said. I mean, she might have said that ANYONE could hear you if you really want them to meet you someday…whatever. I don’t know!

You’ll think I am crazy when I say who my soul mate is: Daniel Radcliffe. I know other girls would say that but they haven’t met him the way I met him…I daydream about him and it ends up being real for me because my friend gave me the Ability. I am not telling you what it is…It’s a secret! Plus, there is all this stuff you have to believe in and not-believe in. I mean, come on. I am not telling you…Comment on this entry if you really want to meet Daniel Radcliffe!

the need to reach a soulmate I tought I had one but I blew It up