I’m really going to stop. I wanted to end this, but not this way, that should be decision, and it’s going to happen in a hurry. You guess, I have financial issues and that’s the reason why i have to do this so suddenly. I’m afraid, i cry all the time, like all my fears are back, or just around the corner. It seems like the situation impossible to solve… Can’t remember when felt this bad… 2 years ago