The first time I ever fell in love, it was unrequited, and when the feeling passed I was sad for it.
Other times that I fell out of love was after a break-up.
This time is like the first and I’ve only just accepted that falling out of love is all that is left for me to do now.
Oct 14, 11:17PM PDT | 0 comments
I like someone famous. lol
Oct 10, 04:51AM PDT | 0 comments
i thought i was making progress but im not at all. were friends with the same group of people and i see him every single day
Oct 07, 05:55PM PDT | 0 comments
Unfortunatly. I’ll never stop loving this man. It sucks. He won’t let me. But also I won’t let him stop loving me. If only we could see each other.
Sep 27, 06:47PM PDT | 0 comments
I want to just forget about him but it’s really hard. The first time I fall in love with someone they aren’t interested in anything in anything but sleeping with me. I can’t even figure out what it is about him that I like so much. I try to move on – I won’t talk to him for like 3 wks, a month and then he’s the one that comes out of the wood works and initiates contact with me. I’m so frustrated with him because unless he’s a moron (which I KNOW he is not) he KNOWS how I feel about him and he continues to play with me. We were friends before all of this started happening; how could you do this to someone who’s supposedly your friend?
Mostly I’m angry at myself for allowing myself to be strung along like this. I feel like I have no control over my own feelings anymore. I feel like a fool.
Apr 27, 07:24AM PDT | 0 comments
The subject line says it all.
Apr 25, 07:38PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Today is the day that I relized that everything has been nothing but lies lies oh yeah and more lies….Everything has been a double life. He has friends I dont know, a girl who he claims is his “best friend” but he has been chasing after the entire time that we were together, like im his back up plan in case things dont work and he is never able to get her(which by the way he wont she is madly in lvoe and oh yeah engaged to someone else she has a kid with, which kind of gives me pleasure to know that he will be hurting too, how mean is that?) i even found a totally different myspace account, so he could talk to people without me ever seeing his comments or his page…which he listed himself as single surprise surprise….everything has been a lie, the people that he sees, things that he does, and to think that people in his life know, people that claim to love me and be my friend…they were all just giving me the pity look and covering his ass. i feel so betrayed and lost, like i’ve been in love with someone that wasnt even real….I dont know how to take the first step, i dont know how to heal from this, but im trying day by day and today is the beginning of the rest of my life….
Feb 27, 03:12AM PST | 0 comments
Nope, it isn’t happening. Still loving you, no less than before. Distance & time are doing a lousy job…
Nov 26, 2008, 06:11AM PST | 6 comments
Beacuse I spent three years trying to find a boy I love inside this yerk.Now I realise that my boy has become what he is now and I cant change it,and I cant love what he’s become,because now he doesn’t love me,and he is mean,and he drinks,and he cheats.So it’s about time i fall out of love.
Oct 23, 2008, 04:10AM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
It’s been 2 months already & feelings haven’t changed a bit. Every day brings something new in different areas except for this one. Nope. Not fallen out of love just yet…
Oct 08, 2008, 04:06AM PDT | 0 comments