understand what I want

I am 26 years old now and still trying to find myself somewhere..somewhere in the world, somewhere in the society.. and somewhere in profesional life.. And to be honest, I think, that I won’t find anything. Still don’t know who I am.. but probably looking for myself is part of me and I won’t be able never to answear it. Just accept it!
And one thing more… I found only one thing I believe in. There is equilibrium. Honestly, it does exist.

i no now that i want to be with me ex and yes im going to hurt the guy im with but its what i want and thats what i had to realize

k well mybf and i broke up 3 mnths ago and he got real jealous wen he found out i had anotha bf but now he wants me bak n he told me that if he could turn bak time he wudnt ov dumped me cause its the most biggest mistake he has ever made apparently….im so confuced tho cause i wana be with him but i have another bf that im also in love with and i know im gona end up hurten sum1…..i know people will say yea stay with the guy u are with now but my ex is an amazen guy and i always imagined my life being with no1 else but him…...i reali need sum guidence…...it would help alot if i knew sum1 else was in the same situation n if they knew whatto do in this situation. thanx

I think that people, who knows exactely what they want and try to do all the best to achieve their goals, are the happiest persons in the world. I’m 25 and so far I can’t find myself anywere. I’m like a fish… I can be anywhere and smile to people and pretend to be happy… but am I???? I believe that everybody has the destiny just sometimes it’s not very clear. So right now, I promiss myself to focus on my future. I have very funny and nice and irresponsible life now, but it’s the time to take a risk and be myself!!!