I ONCE again need to slow down on partaking in the ganja… I have been smoking way too much and to the point that it seems ridiculous. I just finished the last of my sack anticipating that it is time to take a step back. so tomorrow will be my first day back into sober life. For some reason i almost feel scared going back into reality
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Okay… well this was going to be a slower process, but, the company I work for just informed us we will all be subjected to mandatory drug tests some time this month (jerks). I don’t want to (CAN’T) lose my job, so, as of last night – I quit. No more pot until after the drug test. That’ll certainly count as smoking LESS, if I’m smoking none at all. I’ll see how it goes…. I have a feeling this isn’t going to be pretty though.
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But I’ve been smoking far too much for far too long. If I’m not at work or sleeping, I’m usually stoned. I want to smoke less. I want to stop smoking every day. I want to start usuing pot the way responsible people drink alcohol. Smoke a bit to relax at the end of a long day (not every day). All of the weed I’ve smoked over the past couple (5 or 6 years) has caused me to become lazy, dull and anti-social.
I’ve smoked at least ten spliffs a day for the past 6 months, with only about 2 weeks rest over Christmas with my family. I love marijuana and don’t regret the wasted time too much having met people who have wasted six YEARS on it, but once I get to the end of the 5 grams I started a couple of days ago, that’s it, I’m gonna quit smoking. It’s better if you just do it now and again on holidays and special occasions. I’ve had a lot of good times with mates with it, but it becomes a habit easily and then time slips away and before you know it you become a youtube expert and hardly achieve anything except that.
I visited a friend that I KNEW was going to offer to smoke, and even if I refused he would infront of my face. I took one single hit, I didn’t feel it at all, I just got extremely tired…but that might be because of my excessive habit of eating junk food. I dont have to time to smoke for the rest of the week, come friday…
that’s a whole ‘nother story.
...I feel like my life has changed to a more fallen state after I began smoking weed..WAAAYY too much. Like everybody says, the first couple weeks it’s all great, but when it starts to hit you emotionally, motivationally [is the a word?]..physically, I began to feel guilty after smoking. The thing is, I only take one hit during any shared smoke “sesh” with my friends. But yet, I still feel horrible afterwards. Now it’s being a negative vs. a positive connection in my head. It’s making me feel so pathetic about myself..why can’t I just say no?!
Tomorrow is a new day, and i shall report back.
well i am goin on a good 3 weeks and i haven’t smoked at all. i only smoked 1 bowl in the 2 weeks before that. so 5 weeks, 1 bowl. i really don’t miss it that much. i am not quitting forever, i just want to smoke occasionally. i am glad i am not smoking everyday now. besides i am saving money too!
im not doing it as much as i used like on my own everyday..it suck coz all the weed in my area is hydro n that stuff fucks with ya head
its was so easy to stop, i am still open to smoking, if offered, i just dont do it by myself anymore, havent in a while, cept a little “breather” 2 weeks ago. its weird, i smoked so much, and i was able to just stop spur of the moment, piece of cake…now to stop smoking so much tobacco, that ones a little harder




