I called my sibling the other day, haven’t heard back from them yet.
-JF 10 months ago

More weird dreams…
What is going on with me?
I don’t like it one bit.

This also makes sense.
But this was the less weird part of the dream.

Eggs
To see cracked or broken eggs in your dream represent feelings of vulnerability or a fragile state in your life. Consider the phrase, walking on eggshells. Alternatively, you may be breaking out of your shell and being comfortable with who you are.

-JF
Edit. 11 months ago

Well at least it makes sense.
It’s really strange & upsetting to wake up crying & it’s not the first time either.

Cry.
To dream that you are crying signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In your daily lives, you tend to ignore, deny, or repress your feelings. But in your dream state, your defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of those feelings that you have repressed during the day.

To wake up crying represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.

-JF
Edit. 11 months ago

I’ve been have unsettling dreams lately…
I don’t like them much at all.
I woke up crying the other morning from a bad dream.
And felt really sad all day long…

Last nights dream was really weird.

What happened to my happy, romantic, & sexy dreams?
I want those ones back & soon! (LOL)

-JF
Edit. 11 months ago

and Yay!

My credit card payment was late by a day!
I called them right away & they waived the late for me! (Yay!)

And the person on the phone was very nice to me!

I’m not even using my credit cards I’m just trying to pay them off!
-JF 11 months ago

My head-ache of a few days turned into a full-blown migraine last night.
And & I was up until 4:30 in the morning even though I was tired.
I took my migraine medicine last night/early this morning.

I have an appointment today & hope to rest for the rest of the day after that!

-JF 11 months ago

What’s worse than your Dad not calling you for over a month?
Your Dad calling you to tell you that he is in your neighborhood & forgot to call you.
This is the second time he has told me that in one of our calls, it doesn’t make me feel any better…
Um, thanks.

My Mom told me that recently too.
“Sorry I forgot to call you back.”
She left & went to her friends house.

Am I being sensitive?
Or are they being insensitive?

-JF
Edit. 12 months ago

I’m not sure that I’m strong enough to deal with what life is throwing at me…
Hopefully I am!
-JF 12 months ago

Eh.
Migraine today. (Wah)
I wanted to hula-hoop with my new hoop, but I think I better just rest instead.
Net-flix didn’t want to work today & I just wanted to watch movies on the couch.
-JF 12 months ago

I feel like closing my 43Things account temporarily or permanently.
It’s just how I feel…

Maybe it’s just a bad day.
-JF 12 months ago

Now I remember why I don’t like making phone calls.
I was doing so well too!

I had to make a call & ask some questions, this person on the phone was so rude & unhelpful.
I almost hung up on them, I was so upset when I got off the phone that I almost cried.

Needless to say it ruined the rest of my day.
And now my confidence is shaken & squashed…
Ugh.

-JF 13 months ago

Made 2 calls that I didn’t want to make!

One of them made me answer about 10 questions before they would answer my 2 questions, so frustrating.
I just about hung up, but I got it Done!

-JF 13 months ago

I got those 3 errands done that I didn’t want to do!
All while trying to fight off a migraine.

And treated myself to lunch!
-JF 13 months ago

I called another counselor the other day, she never called me back.
I called 2 more today!
I hope someone calls me back ASAP.

Don’t they know how hard it is to make these phone calls?
-JF 13 months ago

Was hoping to have lunch with my Mom today, but she already had plans.
I took myself out to lunch anyway!
Me & my Cosmo magazine!

-JF

14 months ago

When things are just off…
I called my Mom yesterday she wasn’t home so we played phone tag.
She called back today but we only talked for a minute it just seemed odd.

I called my sibling the other day the same thing happened.
Phone tag & all that & I missed the call.

I’ll be thinking happy thoughts!

Cute picture just so happens to be green, Happy St Patrick’s Day!

-JF

14 months ago

Ugh.
The people who were supposed to try to help me called me back & managed to make me feel worse…

After I finished crying I called the insurance people to try to figure out the insurance mess!
(Practicing my confidence again today!)

And a song!

Jewel- I’m Sensitive.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtDrlk7vnkI

-JF 14 months ago

Bummed.
My orchid was just about to bloom, it had 3 blooms(?) & now 2 fell off.
I think maybe it’s not getting enough sun.
It really stinks as long as I have had this orchid I have never been able to enjoy the flowers!

I just want my orchid to bloom, is that too much to ask?

-JF
14 months ago

on today getting any better…

My SO took me out to dinner because I asked him to, believe it or not he managed to make me feel worse.
We had a fight on the way home.

I’m going for a short walk if I can manage it.

Tomorrow has got to be better than this!
It just better be.

I managed a walk in the cold & with music!

-JF
Edit. 14 months ago

that seem big today.

Managed to make 2 phone calls that I didn’t want to make.

Watered my tulip plant, hopefully I can keep it alive it wants to bloom!

Filled up the bird-feeder with birdseed, the birds were hungry!

Off to make nectar for the hummingbirds!

Called my Mom!

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 14 months ago

Today is not a good day.
I’m crying right now & I’m not even sure why…

I need a hug or ten.

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 14 months ago

I almost passed on my evening walk!

But decided that because I was kinda in a crummy mood, that I really needed my evening walk!

So I squeezed in a little walk, & I’m glad that I did!

-JadedForever
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 20 months ago

not so well today…
Horrible migraine last night, sick to my stomach, didn’t sleep well.
Still recovering today.

-JadedForever
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 20 months ago

I forced myself to go for an evening walk, because I am feeling sad/lonely/grumpy…

It was nice maybe I will do it again tomorrow!

-JadedForever 22 months ago

to you Netflix.

They just raised their prices by $6.00.
Really they couldn’t just raise it a little…

I think that I will send them an unhappy e-mail.

-JadedForever 22 months ago

I went to the dr. on Monday, & I really didn’t want to go.
It doesn’t seem to be anything too serious.
How fast $80 adds up even with lousy insurance.
I got some medicine that I took, still waiting for it to work.
They said for me to call tomorrow if I don’t start feeling better.
I hope that I start feeling better, I don’t want to go back.

-JadedForever
. 23 months ago

are some people that way?

I went out of my way to be social & say something nice to a person at a store & he grumbled at me.

It made me feel lousy.
It’s no wonder why I find it so difficult to be social.
When I try I get grumbled at.

Pfft to that grumpy man at Wal-Mart.

-JadedForever
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 2 years ago