I’m scared that my body is trying to settle in at this weight. I’m scared that my body is comfortable at this weight. While my body may (or may not…I may just be at a plateau and freaking out)be okay here, the rest of me is not. There, I said it… 3 months ago

I could use a really big hug right now…
There, I said it…

-JF 10 months ago

I am three pounds away from a 50 pound loss…yet I keep teetering back and forth between the same two pounds and cannot seem to get it going! I am so frustrated and have decided that maybe I’m not being serious enough about this…maybe I am getting a little two relaxed. So…time to kick it back into high gear with the food restriction and exercise. I walked/jogged two miles last night and tonight is Zumba…I have been controlling my calories much much better than the last two weeks…I’m coming up out of this rut and will see this 50 pound loss soon! In the meantime I am aggravated, frustrated, scared and annoyed that this seems to be taking forever. I was never off track but as of right now (two days ago actually) I am walking straighter and more narrow. Time to do this thing! There, I said it… 10 months ago

It seems awfully quiet around here…

And I’ve made comments on posts & no responses…
Is this thing on?

There, I said it…
-JF 10 months ago

I have not been sleeping well the last 2 nights.
I hope that I can sleep well tonight.
There, I said it…

-JF 10 months ago

Well I called him.
And it was awkward just like I thought it would be.
I can see him if I want to.
It doesn’t feel like it matters if he sees me though.
I’m just sad…

Thinking about my Dad today…
There, I said it…

-JF
Picture credit – Postsecret
The secret is not mine. 11 months ago

Just checking in!
Just got back from a cheap lunch with coupons!
And off to run errands!

Be back later to hopefully catch up a bit!

-JF
Edit. 11 months ago

I do believe I am at another plateau. I’ve lost 41 pounds and now I’ve been teetering back and forth between 41 and 42 pounds lost since around Saturday (almost a week). No Zumba this week and I’ve been slacking in exercise big time so I know that’s a big factor and I cannot wait for class next week but being here at this weight since around Saturday tells me this is most likely one of those plateaus. Either way…I’m frustrated and aggravated and annoyed and scared and I just want this weight off already. I need the number on that scale to move DOWN!!! There, I said it… 11 months ago

I’ve been away.
Just popping in to say Hi!
Hi!

I miss you guys!
-JF 11 months ago

I think I’ve hit another plateau. I’ve lost 29 pounds…super stoked about that! Now the scale refuses to move down. I’m frustrated, aggravated, worried, scared and sad. I want to see that number on the scale move DOWN! And I’m trying so very hard! There…I said it. 12 months ago

He doesn’t deserve me.
I know this.
But it doesn’t make me feel any better.

There, I said it…

-JF 12 months ago

I miss you so much.
-JF 12 months ago

I cried at lunch yesterday.
It was not a very good day…

There, I said it…

-JF 12 months ago

I’m feeling left out today.
There, I said it…
-JF 12 months ago

I’m aggravated that I’m working so hard to lose this weight and I’m at a plateau. I’ve lost 17 pounds and I’m super happy about that…but now my scale won’t budge and I’m working so hard. I’m pissed.
There, I said it… 13 months ago

So many things to talk about.
There, I said it…

-JF 13 months ago

I am a little bit nervous about meeting my new therapist on Monday.
But I am also happy about finally getting some counseling!
There, I said it…

-JF 13 months ago

feels like a hard week.

I don’t feel like myself.
I don’t even want to go walking.

Ugh, where did I go?

-JF 13 months ago

The other night I had strange dreams.
Last night I had a sweet dream!

I dream often!
There, I said it…

-JF 13 months ago

I may or may not have had interesting dreams last night!
There, I said it…

-JF 14 months ago

I just weighed myself.
My weight is not up which should be a good thing, I guess!
But it is not down either…

My weight varies a little bit.
But it never goes beyond a certain point, if that makes any sense.

That walk to the store to get the movie was long last night I tired myself out!
Why can’t I lose one pound?

-JF
Hilarious comic made me LOL! 14 months ago

Dear ?,
Now, I’m even more confused.

-JadedForever

-JF 14 months ago

My Dad called me, probably after receiving my card in the mail.
Now I’m nervous about calling him back…

Wish me luck!
I don’t know what I’m going to say when I actually talk to him.

I’m going to try to call him right now!

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 15 months ago

I’m trying to eat healthy!

Quit trying to feed me french-fries!
Yeah, I just ate curly fries I’m not proud they were not even that good.
Curly fries are usually my weakness when they are fresh and cheese sticks too.

No more french-fries for me!

There, I said it…

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 15 months ago

Anybody else having problems on 43Things?

They are asking me to verify my e-mail address again today, which I did.
But I am not getting my e-mail notifications…
And I can’t check my messages…

Ugh.

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 15 months ago

I felt like that today.
I’ll just pretend like today never happened.

There, I said it…

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 16 months ago

I’m hilarious!
I made someone laugh today just by being myself!
There, I said it…

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 16 months ago

My stomach was in knots & I was hardly able to eat any lunch…
There, I said it…

-JF
Picture is from the Internet, not mine. 16 months ago