When I become so absorbed in something I’m reading that afterward, it lingers in my mind like dreams sometimes do. I love that. Part of my brain is still in the story, even though I might have put the book down the night before.
Jun 30, 11:37AM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
86. I went swimming and exercised in the water. it felt good to cool off.
87. We got back the cats I got a grant to get spayed today. They were happy to be back home.
88. It makes me happy to cook my husband a good meal.
89. I like seeing progress in getting the sheds organized and cleaned out.
90. I like supporting my friend who has a sick nephew emotionally. I know it takes all her energy to face each day fearing he will die.
91. find things that I have lost or misplaced.
92. sell something on the internet and see the money in my bank account.
93. talk to special friends on the phone.
94. feel relaxed and peaceful sleeping.
95. having interesting dreams that tell stories. Then I try to write them down when I wake up.
96. eating Sunday breakfast over the Sunday paper.
97. finishing two poetry reviews.
98. having a house stocked up with food.
99. knowing my husband forgives me and lets it go if I am having a bad day.
100. Seeing my cat run to me across the yard when I call him. Then I pick him up for a purring hug.
Jun 28, 07:52PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
78. I saved the lives of 2 kitties by having them spayed and getting them rabies shots.
79. I took pictures of the wedding of 2 friends and made them very happy.
80. We gave our newly wed friends a nice wedding dinner. I bought a wedding cake. They just got married by the justice of peace but we did everything we could to make it wonderful with the usual wedding traditions like the toast (with beer) and feeding each other wedding cake. Their joy was payment enough because they never expected to be treated with as much love on their special day. It feels so good to give!
81. I sold more things on the internet. Making some money easing my anxiety and makes me feel happier.
82. A friend is going to help me raise money for the very sick nephew of my best friend.
83. I got drunk at the wedding party but not too drunk! It just helped me relax and have a really good time. I also slept the best I have in ages.
84. I won a book in an internet contest.
85. I met with an old friend Wednesday for lunch. I haven’t seen her in a few years. I think I was able to help her with a problem with her feet some of my experience with orthopedic problems. I’m always glad to share things that have lessened my own suffering. I suggested 2 types of shoes I think will help her pain.
Jun 20, 03:05PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
67. I’m not in pain.
68. I’m not dizzy or nauseated.
69. I made progress on cleaning out the shed and gathering yardsale items.
70. I managed to get 7 things listed to sell at Amazon.
71. I’m tired but it’s an accomplished feeling tired.
72. My little herb container garden appears to be thriving. It smells so good! Just hope the cat stays away from the catnip. Why did I buy that anyway?
73. My container moss roses appear to be thriving.
74. one of my pink and yellow garden roses bloomed. It smells so good!
75. my husband joking about his honey do’s.
76. cooking a good meal for my husband and I to share together and with our 3 cats and dog. Meal times are fun!
77. my husband reading email jokes to me.
Jun 09, 07:43PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
53. Realize that I have the power to amaze myself!
54. Say NO confidently and firmly and have it accepted by the other person.
55. have hours of silence.
56. complete 43T goals.
57. have deep inner realizations about myself than will change everything.
58. Knowing I don’t have to sacrifice myself to help other people.
59. have my NO respected by others.
60. feel proud of myself.
61. step into the void and take a risk.
62. take a risk and the risk turns out well for me.
63. trust my intuition and my inner knowing was correct.
64. feel emotional turmoil lift from my heart.
65. finding a symbol with personal meaning. (I found a necklace that has meaning for me.)
66. realize I have put energy out into the universe that I’m not happy with my job and feel confident that positive alternatives will appear soon.
Jun 02, 10:35AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
46. the eagle was so incredibly beautiful. He lives in the trees by a river. He hunts for fish. I can die happy now.
47. Going on a pontoon boat ride. 48. Taking pictures of nature as quickly as I can squeeze off the shots. Just ecstasy!
49. writing in my journal.
50. finding a people and a resource for a problem that has plagued me for years. I am worried about the contamination of the environment and the deluge of real estate developers in my home town. I’ve felt impotent to do anything to change the situation and it infuriated me. Now maybe there is some light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe there is hope of empowerment.
51.seeing lots of greenback turtles during a boat ride happily sunning themselves on logs in the river. A slice of turtle heaven! :)
52. Smelling sweet wild honeysuckle.
May 24, 08:27PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
35. Rescuing kittens and cats makes me happy.
36. Having a husband who will help me rescue kittens and cats makes me even happier.
37. Going to the beach
38. dancing in the sand at a music fest on the beach
39. sleeping on a blanket on warm beach sand
40. listening to the waves crash against the shore
41. going to specialty bookstores
42. have my husband splurge on an expensive meal at a restaurant on the beach so we could watch the ocean as we ate
43. Finding money to pay my bills that I didn’t know about previously
44. I feel like God is looking after me through this difficult time but he’s subtle. He doesn’t just come right out and say what he’s going to do to help. I get all worked up with worry and then something unexpectedly good happens. I don’t wait around for miracles though. I try to help myself, too. I believe God helps those who help themselves. It’s a happy feeling but humbling, too.
45. Coming home after 3 days away and seeing our 3 cats and dog so happy to see us!
May 18, 08:25PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
34. 43 Things makes me happy. I’ve met several nice people who’ve helped me. I’ve also learned some helpful philosophy.
May 08, 11:55PM PDT | 0 comments
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29. I’m happy because the surgery I had in December was successful. I am now sleeping normally.
30. I’m happy because a new medicine has eased the nausea so that I could have a normal productive day.
31. I happy because it’s raining. I loved the smell and sound of rain. It makes me feel cozy and sleepy.
32. I helped a friend with her writing and she helped me with housework and driving me to take care of some errands. REciprocity is nice.
33. Happiness is figuring out where my cat’s secret hide out is so I don’t worry about where he is.
May 07, 06:56PM PDT | 0 comments
truthsayer226 when you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back at you.
26. I balanced the checkbook and managed to pay all my bills with money left to make it through the month!
27. My sleep study went well. I actually slept instead of panicking all night like I did during the previous two. I’m keeping my fingers crossed for positive results!
28. My brother’s baby is thriving despite a rough start.
May 01, 09:33AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment