quit using drugs

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How I did it: Basically, I almot got arrested selling LSD and it was a big smack in the face. I was tripping on about 4 or 5 hits when it happened too so everything was beyond intense and the entire night was life changing..

I learn lessons pretty well. I have tried every drug out there besides heroin and perhaps the drugs that have just been invented in the past 2 years hah.. Each drug I had an obsession with and after a year or so of being sucked into the addict's life I'd realize this drug "Wasn't for me" it was too expensive, or too risky, or just not getting my high anymore. I bounced around from uppers, downers, trippers and dazers and my last favourite drug was acid. None of these drugs filled me with what I needed. At the time, I thought they did. I was desperate, lost, confused, lonely and just wanted to have a good bloody time. I reached for the nearest thing that made me feel good which happened to be a joint, a hit, a line, a smack, what have you. They made me feel aweome until I didn't have anymore, then I felt twice as bad as I did before I started.

Looking back now, I know what I was seaching for, I know I was mistaking temporary promises to be promises of comfort. We all crave to be back to our "Source", where we came from, we seek a unity with all that goes on around us; we seek something that gives us peace... and funny enough...the high we get from drugs or adrenaline gives us that same pleasant sensation as being enlightened or at peace/happy.

If I could be high all the time, always have my drugs, always afford them and never have to come DOWN, I'd still be doing drugs. But there comes a time when we have to face what we've become.

I'll be sober two years this April and I'm beyond grateful. After spending 6 years under the influence of some kind of drug, these past 2 years have felt like a high in themselves. Read how I did it… 3 years ago