Visit my Aunt

visit my aunt and I am very happy but simultaneously sad so that she is very sick and I could not speak long time with her, I believe that shuld not to take as much time in visiting it. I suggest this type to them of things they do not let them pass and they take advantage of every day to see its dear beings. oliver.

My aunt is only a few hours away from me, but I never feel comfortable visiting family. I’m very much a loner and I always feel like I’m intruding when I go to see people. Always worried that I will say or do something wrong and embarass myself. Well, at my other aunt’s funeral (my mom and aunt’s sister) I promised to visit this winter out of guilt for not keeping in touch. Now the day is getting closer and I’m dreading going up there. To make it worse the days we agreed to are right before X-mas which means extra stress to get my shopping done on time! To top it all off, she is VERY religious whereas I am not at all. She always goes on about god to me, and I have to bite my tongue not to say that I don’t want to hear it. She’s such a gentle person I’m afraid a jerk like me will do or say something offensive. Ah, I can’t wait till this is over.

My phone is shut off. My aunt mailed me a letter asking me to go over to her house or meet her somewhere. I think she thinks I am mad at her since my Dad flew the coop several months ago. The truth is my sister whom lived with my dad has moved in with me. I quit my job in fear of my sister snooping through my things while I was at work. I am broke and my phone got shut off so my aunt couldn’t get a hold of me.