I am totally ok with this one…been some recent developments in my life (no details sorry!) that make me love the way that my life is right now.

No romance needed :) 23 months ago

sometimes it’s where you’re at, so need to fight it. Embrace the fact that I found out so soon. I know that personally, I can tell by the first date if things are going to be progress at all, so I let my date know immediately and without ambiguity. I don’t want them to “waste” their time on me when they could be dating a woman who will bring them happiness.
Back to the drawing board! 2 years ago

I love this site! And I love it because I’m a planner, because if I have a goal I can set out the steps, follow them and through my own conviction and abilities, I can have a reasonable expectation to reach my goal. The end is a result of what I have done.

But dating, trying to find “the one” is so much more difficult. I can’t plan, I can’t even reasonably believe that anything I do will draw that special someone to me. I’m at the mercy of someone else’s heart – I feel powerless and that is not something I do well with at all. I want to fight against it! I know that I can love someone intensely, quite frankly probably too intensely because I go all in. But – and here’s the rub – I have to get by the waiting and the dating scene. And its rough, I want to give up, but I can’t. 2 years ago