stop caring so much

like someone else said before, the more i care the more i hurt.
i wish i could just not care about anyone and not take things so
personally. im too sensitive.this will take time.

I have been making a lot of progress toward this goal. I have not flipped out on my boyfriend when he says annoying things. I find it actually works better to give off an I don’t care attitude than to nag someone to stop doing something. Often times they want you to have a big reaction and if you don’t, then they stop being so annoying. Also I have just backed off a little with the lovey-dovey stuff and craving attention because I want to be on the same level of caring as he is. So if he doesn’t do it then I don’t do it.

I heard a saying, “the person in the relationship that cares the least is the one with the power.” I think I care way too much about some people and I also care too much of their opinion and take things too seriously. So even tho I still care a lot about people on the inside, I try to back off a little in order not to be taken advantage of or get upset all the time over little things.

It’s really quite ridiculous how much i care, How much time I’ve wasted trying to get every single person to like me, for who I’m not.
I say things I don’t mean.
And i do things I don’t want to do.
For what?
I’m not even sure.
All i know is it needs to stop, before I wake up one day wondering what could have been, and why i fought so hard for something I didn’t even want.

the more I care the more I hurt….

I want to stop caring about people so much and getting in my family buisness and trying to change there bad ways…instead they think i am trying to be better than them…not the case though.