regain my optimism

In the end it comes down to the choices you make, when things go wrong what are you gonna do? Feel sorry for yourself and think that nothing will ever work out for you or try to find a way?

I know that every now and again I WILL feel those pessimistic thoughts trying to find a way in my brain, but now I’ve made my choice of giving them just a few seconds, a few seconds so they can try to make me feel like crap, like the most worthless creature on earth, and then I WILL turn the optimism on and choose to hope.

You lose your hope you lose your life and I don’t want EVER to wake up and feel like I’m incapable of doing everything as the new day starts and that’s my choice.

That movie ‘What the bleep do we know?’ says something about this, about our choices.

Easy it’s waht it’s not, but I just gotta try my best and choose to live, to hope, and to try again. ;)

I talked to someone today who I’ve been avoiding, and I realized that I was scared about nothing, and my optimism levels shot up, and hopefully my new found positive attitude will help me with my other goals.

So I’m going to confront some more of my irrational fears, because in overcoming them, I will be bringing up my own self esteem and teaching myself that anything is possible.

I’m typing way too much about this subject. Ignore me. I’m just excited today.

This is going quite well. I feel better about life and myself.

in a really long time i feel like things are going to work out.

Really need to work on this one. The hardest part is being optimistic in hard circumstances. This is probably the hardest time in my life right now. It’s much easier to be optimistic when things are going well. :P

My Fiance says i’ve been less negative, oddly enough I think he’s been more negative. Maybe he’s always been negative and now that i’m trying to be positive I notice his negativity more? Well, either way I’m optimistic about my optimism!

“If you have no voice, scream
If you have no legs, run
If you have no hope, INVENT!”

Does anyone have any advice on where to begin? I seem to understand where I am, and where I would like to be, but I have no idea how to get there.

Thoughts?

Sometimes it feels like you are climbing up a step rockface with no footholds. it does get better but you have to keep working at it. the best part is when you have a good day and it feels like watching the sunrise in the morning and getting excited about the day. The fact that you keep trying tells you you have optimism. It says , it will get better and it says you can do it!

Feeling hopeless is probably is the worst feeling. I lost my optimism and also I want to get it back, I just don’t know where to start. I’m tired of trying to get it right, and never working out in the end. I fear that I’ll be hurt again when the things that I tried didn’t work out.
It just hurts when you have your hopes kinda smashed down.