be happy on my birthday

I was away from home, doing a show, and eventhough I wasn’t thrilled about turning 40, a birthday is always a good thing. People usually treat you nicer.

oddly, I rarely feel happy on my birthday. this year I felt pretty miserable. gonna try to change that in 2009!

i just celebrated turning twenty, & despite all the shit that was going on with my boyfriend, i think that i was mostly happy on my birthday. why? because i have the best friends & family a person could possibly have.
note to self: surround oneself in friends & family more often on birthdays. :)

It’s my birthday and I’m happy.

So that means I’m happy on my birthday :)

all my prayers were answered and i couldn’t believe i was actually happy without the celebration and stuff. and the happiness is extended evewryday

well i’ve been telling my closest buddies that i don’t want to celebrate at all.

since start of the year i’ve had this heavy truth i am avoiding: i am not getting any younger at past thirty something, and by that i mean i should stop counting the wasted years.

last night a small brave voice told me i’ve been hard on myself, i should counter the depression by getting excited about celebrating and actually thought of making a simple dinner for a few intimate friends.

..just backing up the little voice.

there’s always next year…

today is my birthday…but all I can think about is how much I miss my ex-boyfriend. he broke up with me two weeks ago…
Just so sad…
but I don’t want to be! I want at least one happy moment, one good laugh on my birthday…if that’s possible.
I’ll try.

Happy is always easy for everyone,believe it.
sometimes just feel down,and don’t know why. then tell yourself i’m happy and nothing can keep me away from the lively world. everything will be fine and believe that actuelly it is fine if you always have a bright and calm heart.
today is my birthday,and i am happy. i just hope people whose birthday is the same as me will happy at least today.
To everyone: happy everyday. the smile on your face makes you special and beautiful.
Write with my heart

it’s my 19th birthday tomorrow (the 9th of April)...... i’m not really very happy now so i’m hoping things will change by tomorrow. urg