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I commited to stretching because I wanted to get certain stunts for flying. But now I’m not even sure I wanna/will be able to fly. So, that really sucks ass. All this F*en flexibiliy wont be put to good use. Now wut?
Now lets see the bright side?
.................whistles the “Sound of Music”................................
THERE ISN’T ONE!
I’ll be happy to just lose one pound, with my inconsistency! Today I only ate 500 calories (by force) and I didn’t even workout. I’m about to eat dinner, in hope that I’ll get somewhere close to 1200. Wouldn’t want my body to go into starvation mode…...haha. Anyway, I’ll probably workout later. I think that instead of hoping to lose 5 pounds, my goal should be just not to gain anymore. I’m afraid I just might be miserable my whole time on the trip, because of my insecurities. Wouldn’t want to waste all that money, if I’m not gonna have fun. Gosh, I hate being insecure. Anyway, my goal is just to follow my flyer program. In hope that within these 2 weeks, I’ll gain flexibility and tone up a bit.
For now on, my goals are already accomplished. I’m way too impatient. I’m tired of waiting around, hoping and wishing for myself to change. In my mind, these goals are already accomplished.
I am the Best Cheerleader Ever!
I am the perfect flyer!
I look fantastic in a bikini!
I dont even think about touching fried foods and chocolate.
Bulimic, me? Never!
I make out with random peopl all the time!
......reminds me of affirmations
What’s the upside to lonelinness, unhappiness, stress, insecurity, and an eating disorder. I’m just saying,theres a reason why I have this goal. Problem is that I dont know how to achieve it!
I regret not eating right and exercising before. Now, I have less time to lose that weight for my goal date of June 4th! I should of been doing this a long time ago, and I am still not doing it! What the hell is holding me back? Now the bright side: I have now gradually gotten use to drinking water all the time, I always buy wheat bread, I drink fat free soy milk,I know how to read labels,I know wut I’m need to do to lose weight(but still dont do it!-sry, I’m so use to saying negative things about myself), umm….. I have learned that I am very good at procrastination?
Seeing how everything in life seems to be going so wrong like all the time!Its like someone is like F*en working against me!
