be honest about my feelings and what i want

Okay, so I’m working on my book and this guy I work with comes up to me and is reading my manuscript…he’s all like: “what ya doing? Writing a novel! Ah ha ha ha ha”-that’s him laughing…

I said something to the effect of you’re so silly or something, but what I really want to say is: “get the hell out of my business!”...Arrrggghhh, why can’t I just express how I feel!! This is soooo frustrating!!

I have an extremely hard time hurting someone’s feelings…and sometimes I feel like if I said exactly what I felt that’s what would happen on a constant basis…of course on occasion when I do actually say how I feel I find that it isn’t that bad…so I guess I’m saying all of this to say I need to get over it!