Change for the better

uhm. won’t write much but i’ve been trying so hard and i’ve been grasping on thin air. nothing much left to do and….i’m so sad but i have to keep trying keep working hard to achieve this goal…i just hope i’m going somewhere..

it’s time for change because sometimes you just feel like you’re not the kind of person you wanted to be and now i’m trying to change who i am.

so far, i’m doing great. i just became friends again with an old friend and reconciled with a long-time enemy.

it feels great…the peace that you receive from these simple steps. hope i’d be able to do this before i lose all the people i love. i’ve been losing my friends recently and so i’m deciding to have them back and so i’m trying to change for the better and be a more likable person. :D

I want things to work out

The reason is because it took me losing someone very important to me to realize that Alcohol and I don’t mix very well. Sometimes I’m nice, sometimes I’m mean. This person has told me that if I change she would reconsider the break-up because she still cares about me. I want to do this for me but, it would also be great to get that person back in my life. I just need a little help to be better. just to add a little guidance.