Change for the better

sigh

The reason is because it took me losing someone very important to me to realize that Alcohol and I don’t mix very well. Sometimes I’m nice, sometimes I’m mean. This person has told me that if I change she would reconsider the break-up because she still cares about me. I want to do this for me but, it would also be great to get that person back in my life. I just need a little help to be better. just to add a little guidance.