do something special for my boyfriend

I am not a typical woman in that I forget to do romantic things for my boyfriend, forget dates and am just a bit rubbish sometimes. So since we’ve been going through a bit of a rough patch lately, I think I should do something really nice for him. But I have absolutely no money. What can I do? Someone help! I’m not very good at these things..

I’ve had a boyfriend for over a year now named Mattias. I try to do special things for him as often as I can. For his birthday I made a power point cupon book that had things we could do together that I know he would love and I personalized and customized it so that he would know I put plenty of effort into it. He loved it. I’ve also done things with pictures and e-mails, like I would take a picture of me with my hair up and my hair down and ask which he liked more, and I did that with other things too, some more innocent than others. :P I’ve also written him e-mails and for his birthday I wrote a whole bunch of e-mails to fill up his inbox and the title lines of them combined created a sentence that told him how I really felt about him, and each e-mail had something special (like a love letter or things that reminded me of him or a picture or two) and he loved that too, and I loved seeing him after he received them all. It really made his day better and made him know how much I care.

I also try to just think outside of the box to do things he’ll enjoy. If anybody has idea then I would love to hear them, I’m always up for doing something for my Mattias.

~~Strife

i date, they never seem to feel as special as they make me feel.