write my ideas down

I have really good ideas at so random times. It tends to be when I’m hypomanic. =)

I’ve been told that I should write down my ideas, so I’m going to make that a personal goal. I hate paper though. I guess all the more motivation to get a PDA.

...into my habits.

yay! it helps to brainstorm on paper.

been carrying a notepad around with me everywhere for two weeks!

i’ll feel like this is accomplished when i make something super cool from my notes.

A buddy of mine whom I used to work with carried around a little pad with him all the time. I’m not sure whether he used it primarily for work or for personal stuff, but I know he used it for both. Today I went to the store, picked me up a mini composition book, and vowed to keep it with me at all times now. I can’t imagine how many ideas or to dos I’ve let slip through my fingers in the past, but I will not let this happen anymore. Anytime I have an idea, an important thought, personal quote, or a “to do before I die” item, I will jot it down. I imagine after the pad fills up I can organize them somehow. It’s just that my memory is so bad and I hate missing out on things because I forget. Now that I can remember everything, I’ll make sure to stay busy and inspired.

i now have a little notebook and a pen that fit in my back pocket. now it’s a matter of remembering to put them in my pants every day.

I wore some lighter colours today as i often wear black. I really don’t like black at all. It has no charactor and is depressing. I used to think it was defining but i was wrong. I am going to start wearing lighter colours and more skirts and expressive clothing. I’m going to reveal my inner self through what i wear abit more! Be abit more expressive!

If you want to start a business. The best thing to do is ask someone in business how they did it. If you want to be succesful follow the advice of successful people. Get around successful people. Talk to and spend time with successful people. I forgot this for awhile and started asking my family for advice. My family are good for advice on learning how to become selfish again. I say that because i became to concerned with what other people wanted and needed and didn’t care about myself enough. Now i’m home i care about myself more. I’ve recovered. My family have taught me how to get through the tough times. It’s always been a hard life in my family.

I’ve got through this stage i’m ready to move on and start learning new things and expanding my comfort zone. I’m ready to pursue my passion for building my own succesful business again. I need to get to the core of what motivated me to work day in day out on my business. I think it was unshakable belief that i could make the money i wanted to, the ability to hit the targets i set, and when i failed, it knocked me back. I didn’t really attempt the sale for fear of rejection. I’m passed fear of rejection now! I’m ready to take on the world! I’m going to start taking my own advice and using my great past experiences to guide my decisions.

I almost had it right in Surrey. I was living in a luxury flat with my boyfriend, had lots of money coming in and was running my business 25 hours a week along side this as my bf’s mum’s apartment. Where did i fall down. I made a fool of myself at Jackies hen night and she told me i couldn’t use her office anymore. I lost my confidence. I didn’t take the orders despite having 93 people ready to say YES. This time i’m going to change my approach. Go for the prospects get them interested and ask for the sale! I’m going to ask for that sale because i need the money to get my animal rescue of the ground and with every breath and word i say i’m going to remember that’s why i’m doing it!

I’ve made a new distinction about my loneliness! I need to spend time with my freinds, build my freindships. Take as much time as i can to see them and go out with them! They are the spice of life! More than anything i need to remember this :) Friends are the emotional support i will need to get me through my business when times get tough. I remember i didn’t spend enough time with my freinds when i was in surrey, I think this is where i fell down. From this day i’m going to make a great effort with my freinds. I’m going to listen to some more Tony robbins tapes and do some more worshops and start taking massive action!

Just thought today about starting a magazine for writers and advertising it as my forte is more the marketing side of things than the writing! Another idea is that once i have my animal rescue going to start a magazine to help upkeep costs. You don’t see a magazine that is called RSPCA, but if you did i think people would by it and they would make a fair amount for charity.

Publishing is the easy part, that’s just marketing and i know lots of printers who would work for me in a cost effective way. I think also there are so many people looking to get there books and stories published this would be a great way of introducing them to the world. I’ve even got a name for the magazine, but i’ve kept that a secret because that’s the trademark if i do ever decide to follow through with this. Something like best friends magazine would be great.

I notice other clairvoyant’s advertising so why not. I can charge £15.00 per hour which is less than the going rate. Kind of as an introductory fee to start. I’ll need to get a website up and running and a good paypal link. I need to rename my paypal account to the same name as my marketing company currently uses. I can also give palmistry readings providing a print is provided. I also thought about doing personality profiles and framing them and selling them for a couple of pounds on ebay, more as a hobby than anything else. My gift isn’t really ever going to make me rich. I need to face that only hard graft on my marketing company will do that.

As i was thinking about how i wanted my day to be i acidentally pasted a previous entry into the section and couldn’t undo it. I didn’t get stressed about the loss of my writing. I just thought i’ll do it later when i’ve had some lunch.

One of the thoughts that occured to me is that i could make some flyers and setup a dog walking company. I could charge a couple of pounds to excercise peoples dogs. There is a beautiful country park near us and it would be great to have a reason to go there. I would just have a walk today, but it’s not the same as when you are actively doing something.

I’m going to look into this prospect and note down other ideas that occur as time passes as i tend to forget my initial thoughts very quickly.