have a more positive outlook

I find that most of my thoughts are still pretty negative. The only difference is now I’m starting to remind myself of my goal. So I guess I’m trying to change. It sucks that most of my initial reactions to anything in life is to look for the negative. But I guess if I continue to remind myself to be more positive then maybe soon enough I won’t need reminding. I wonder what that must be like.

Its tough in this day and age to have a positive outlook when everyday all day we are inundated with negativity. It seems to me that as a society we tend to gravitate towards negativity. We even have television shows whose sole purpose is to display all the things wrong with the world. How often have we seen a television show that demonstrates not only the beauty in our lives but the beautiful things we do for each other. Not too often.

that I have a negative outlook. So this goal is kicking the can. I’ve always been a “The Cup is Half Empty” type gal. So, why not ACCEPT it, and not FRET IT… It’s just who I am. I can’t just magically wake up one day and be Mary freaking Poppins, now can I? I can’t stand that umbrella twirling bitch anyway.

My perspective changes more than most people I think. Sometimes I think back to the past and present and it’s all horrible and sometimes it seems perfect.

I find a bit of socializing and jogging sometimes fixes this, I’ll have to figure out what else could work.