always be myself

i think that being yourself is when you have
the most succes and are the happiest. i need to remember tyat sometimes because i loose myself to all of the random things happening in my life. i know im only 14 but isnt it better to figure things out sooner nstead of leaving it when your completly lost? well i think yes! =)
Keep True to YOURSELF!!

i never change my behaviour on purpose and i really don’t like people who do. but sometimes i catch myself changing unintentionally when talking to someone i think more intelligent, cool, humourous (this is the worst! i’m not doing good jokes when i try to concentrate on it…)
so.. i should work on that.

The landlord needs the house due to their break with son and daughter-in-law, they have to live separately.so we have to move out, and I have to wait 2-3 months to get my omn place, and it is hard to find a place to live in just for several months. Then I consulted with my mom’s brother, and luckily I can move in, and now I share the room with my grandma.
And this weekend I carried all the things to the new place, only with my bike, so many things, they took me 11 times from the old place to the new one.
From this, I found myself so independent, although I felt very very tired, I knew that I become strong.

I want to be myself 100% all the time. I have to admit i’m still finding myself, but during this process i dont want to become someone i’m not because of someone elses influence. So from now on I’m going to be true to my heart.

i ve had lots of life dissapointment, so i feel the best way to live up to expectation in life is to be yourself and thats what am doing.

I heard a story: A thoroughbred always wears blinders on the face during the race, because he can listen to others but couldn’t see others, then he can run directly to the destination without caring about anyting around.
Maybe sometimes we need blinders. I think everyone wants to be free to be yourself, but we will be affected more or less. But if we really want to do something, We can. We can wear blinders. The life is ours, we needn’t live for others, even for the parents or for your own kids, they have their own life styles. And they couldn’t live for you when you are in trouble or in happiness, what they can do for you is only to share with you, happiness or sadness.
So in the long life road, just run your own race, Free to be, you and me.

More and more friends told me that I am thinner than before. of course, it is a good news for any girls who want to be beautiful. And I told them I eat much, sleep more, get much healthier, and I get thinner. One of my cousin said maybe that is a real you, you should be like that. I completely agree with her. All of these are due to my happy mood when I catch a job that I like.This is a real me. Happy,healthy,confident Cloudie.

always be myself, it is not so difficult for me.
when i feel sad or unhappy with something, i can change this mood to be happy with my way.
i made this goal just want to check whether i can do it all the time, then if i can do it always, that can be a big step, then i can succeed.

finally i understand the truth: i am myself, you are yourself. each one is single in mind. each one has his own business, responsibility.each one had each one’s life. we all have something to finish since we were born in the world, never mind other’s thoughts, continue our own things.

i have found that when tattling too much with some humdrums,i get confused about my life. and these people have too much bitching about their jobs or their aspiring after money and getting a handsome, wealthy man as husband. maybe many people have the feeling when you are getting along with an optimistic people, you will get happy always, and there’a an opposite side. sometimes i failed to avoid talking with them, they are my friends, i came to know the reason. they are not themselves, they tried to centered on others, as time passed by, they felt something wrong with others, they didn’t find sth. of their own,so they bitched a lot. luckily, not all my friends are like that, and from that, i realize that i had better tattle less with the poeple who are not trying to be themselves.Forgive me!