Feel Gorgeous!

It’s great. The confidence and everything, I love it. I wish you all the best of luck in achieving this goal. Just remember, it may take someone else to help you realize you’re gorgeous, but you wont really believe it until you feel it.

Today I was made to feel absolutely gorgeous. Beautiful really. I love that feeling. I hope I can get to the point where it is less fleeting. sigh Feeling that way at all is one step closer to feeling that way all the time…

my boyfriend tells me I’m gorgeous all the time. It’s doing wonders for my self esteem because I know he actually means it. I just have to get to the point where I see what he sees, and ultimately feel gorgeous, and not just feel that way when I’m with him. I guess its a goal we can both work on because he says he doesn’t get how I, and other people, find him sexy, I’ve tried to explain but… meh, anyway. My self esteem is soooooooo low, like I said, its gotten better since I started dating him, but I’ve got a long way to go before I actually feel it. I’ve got long blond hair, blue eyes, and CURVES, to many curves in my opinion, but he loves it. I don’t know. I’ll get there. Just gotta up my self confidence…. I will be and feel gorgeous!

I’m finally enjoying the way I look. I’ve lost a little bit of weight (without really trying which is great) and my curves are curving and swurving in all the right places, which makes me feel much more feminine. It helps too, that I’ve met a wonderful man who tells me I’m gorgeous all the time! :-)

Ok so my boyfriend says i’m good looking but i just don’t feel it. all my life i was made fun of for being a loner, being ugly, for not being a size 3 or ‘cause i didn’t have long hair, so it’s no wonder i’m the queen of low self esteem. It’s a wonder i have a boy friend, even though he’s been my friend for the past 5 years so he knows what i’m like as a person, which makes me happy to know some one likes me. But it’s just the way people tell me if i look good. i just can’t see what they see when i look at myself.

Ok, so I’m not a size 8 or 10 – and I haven’t got lovely long blonde hair. I’m short (5ft 3) with short hair, have a bit of a tum, bum & curves, but I’m not what I’d call fat! I do (so I’ve been told) have a fabulous smile, a great personality, am witty, friendly, intelligent,creative and thoughtful. So, why the hell do I feel so ugly, unattractive and boring – all the time????

Well I’m not doing so well with this goal.
It’s hard to feel gorgeous when you don’t.
Thought getting a haircut would add to some form of gorgeousness but it’s only made it worse. I’m thinking the hairdresser was deaf? I told her I’ve been growing my hair for a year & just want to give it some shape etc..so she cut it all off & now I’m half bald at the back – she completely chopped every inch of length. Not quite what I’d envisioned. Devastating actually. She just said, “it’ll grow”. Alright for her with her long tresses of black beauty.
Needless to say I’m still feeling NOT gorgeous and yes, I know it needs to come from within and all that but….that’s not the point – is it?

The want and even the visual is there but it’s the ‘WILL’ that escapes me too regularly to achieve this goal – giving up the foods I love, exercising – I’m ok once I get to the gym but it’s the ‘getting there’ that just doesn’t happen??? I am trying to tackle these things – any suggestions will be welcomed.