Serve, Glorify, and Enjoy God

Seems like a good time to renew my energy toward this goal. So, I declare it now: I moving toward the light, starting from earier today.

So, I am making a big effort to becoome more aware in the present. I have a habit of drifting off and thinking about the past or planning the future a lot. Although I certainly do not plan to cease those activities, I do too much of them, and fail to fully engage in the present. The present is clearly my only opportunity to S, G or E God.

However, the whole plan is unexpectedly backfiring, and making me quite grumpy in the process.

I have begun to notice all the mistakes I make, and either concentrating on the present is causing me to make a lot more mistakes, or it is causing me to notice mistakes I always made. Sadly, I suspect the latter is more likely.

Honestly, how can I do this with a rotten temper? I yell at my kids way too much.