go to bed in a clean house every night

I broke up with my boyfriend!

is very difficult. have never been tidy and only rush tidy when i know i am getting a visitor. also stops me from having people round. however, have started doing a proper clean every week… feels good to be in a clean flat… washing up almost every day (i know!)... keep trying…

I’m doing badly. Dust grosses me out. So do dishes. So far I’ve had a really productive day putting off cleaning. I hate the solitude of it. Just being by yourself and working inside. I’m spoiled pretty thoroughly to dislike it so much and to go to far lengths to avoid it. But one thing that motivates me is company, so if I have company soon….the house will be clean.

It has helped tremendously with my own mental health as well as helped me make this one of my good habbits.

When my house is dirty you know one of two things is happening: 1. I’m depressed.
2. I’ve got way too much on my plate.
Sad to say it’s the latter right now. But I’m working on it. I’ve set some goals and had some good talks with myself. Thank God for my wonderful husband! He’s a rock!

that I have been much better at doing this lately. Yes, it does make such a difference in my general state-of-mind.

Maybe I should get off the computer and try to get closer to accomplishing that goal tonight. See? This sight does help! LOL
Man, it’s good to be me!

I’ve managed to keep this up for a month! It’s SOOOO GOOOOOD! Really I had alot of crap, still gotta get rid of the stuff in boxes but damn! I had alot of crap. I’d say that’s about 90% of the secret right there.

Anyways I sleep better and it feels fantastic to just float over to the bed with no obstacles, and get a drink of water from a clean sink…ahhhh.

The laundry is clean, just not put up. I could go on. My ego prevents me. I’m still a stay-at-home mom. I just have so much more to do! I’m still working at learning how to juggle it all.

I used to obessse about how clean my house was. Then I thought, I could spend my evening cleaning then doing homework, or I could play with my daughter, then do homework (I’m a student). Playing with my daughter is more fun. And my house is not a pig sty, it’s a little unorganized, but it’s no longer controling me. I have other priorities. I still clean it…just not every night.