begin dating again

I met someone whom I have a spiritual connection..a past life connection as well if you will..

He is the only one I am dating.
He is the only one I want to date.
He has met my family and my ex gf.
I am meeting his family in April.
He is moving in with me in May.

I am finished ‘dating’.

D from CA flew out to see me over the weekend.

We are two souls that have a bound mere mortal words cannot convey. We are good with this. We are good with ‘where we are’.

Such a blissful time we had. I know that I know.. that man loves me, and loves me deeply.

Spur of the moment date last night with someone I met the day before on the dating site.

Lets call him octopus and leave it at that. I set my boundaries again and he respected that..then did not.

I cried driving the way home. How difficult is it to respect another person?

The holiday gathering BOMBED. I mean TOTALLY BOMBED. I am glad I went though and I was invited to another holiday gathering next weekend. Might be fun..

Two hours before that engagement, I had an awesome time at an art gallery showing of a co-worker’s photography. Sipped on wine and ate finger foods. Mingled with a few people I did not know.

Not a bad night.

Libertaing… liberated..this is how I feel at the moment. Oddly enough, just a few weeks ago my heart was hurting. I have such a sense of relief that the relationship with D is over.

The Universe can work its magic, in its own time, now I have let go. It has been a few good days.

Attending a holiday gathering on the 12th by myself. Others are bringing dates so far. Ugh.

Have been asked by a friend to attend a social at her apt complex the day before. Might as well say yes, it will get me out and socializing.

No longer dating D out in CA.

I cant catch my breath.
I am consumed by numbness.
I do not know what to do.
I am lost.

He’s a putz. Two times J has said he would call and he did not. First time he was to call & we were to talk some before setting up a coffee date. “Im sorry I was called into a metting at 7pm..blah blah blah.” Next call was to have been yesterday to set up a specific time for our coffee date yesterday. “I’ll call you after 145pm.”
No call.
If I had his number, I would have called J.

Honestly, social graces are important to me..have the common decency to make a five minute call and cancel.

J youre a putz.
J you are not worth my time nor energy.

I had a ‘date’ Tuesday night. D in CA took his computer and webcam with him to a sports bar and I was able to watch one of his billards team play. Also watched/listened to him sing ‘my song’ during karaoke.

Loved seeing most of everyone on the team that I met in July. Thanks to the sports bar mgr & the team’s permission~ I was able to hang out with everyone.

It made me feel closer to him..
Being 2449 miles away, that is a wicked good thing.

Ive joined a free social group in town. The various venues they have on a weekly basis is wonderful! This will help me venture out of my little world and meet like minded people. I am building my social circle! YEA!!!