learn to love my life

I am constantly comparing myself to others and invariably I always come up short. I wish I could just stop doing this so that I actually enjoy doing something for once.

There are lots to thankful for being alive and health. I am competitive. It’s in the gene, from the family. I can’t stop peeking into other’s lives and feel like to being someone else. Not that I am in poverty or lack of supports and love. I know it came from the desire for looking better out there. I put this to remind myself not to look other places but right here and right now for what I have in life and be grateful. And share it with others.