spend all my money

_{I did it just this weekend. All of my money went for a 176BIZ CD+DVD for 41 dollars. Not much- but a lot for not getting allowence and saving spare change.}

But-I feel so good about it! Not olny did I help out him, but I also got a bit more of him in doing so.

Doing this made me feel more carefree..an akward joy that words can’t express.

But this might not be for everyone.

There has only been one instance in my life where I went to the ATM to get money and nothing came out (not counting when the machine was broken).

It was after spending 3 months in South America in 1997-98.

It will happen again very shortly when I spend a year doing a masters in new york. Not only will I spend all of my money, but a good deal of my parents’ money too :S

It feels so dirty spending it all :S At least I’ll have a piece of paper to show for it, and lots of stories. Who knows, I might even get a better job out of it… yeah right!