be proud of who I am

I knew this group of girls at school for about 3 years. I knew some of them for as long as 7 years.
Anywayy, I was thinking about this the other day. In the last term of school they just drfited away from me. They wouldn’t bother communicating with me or anything. I got through it by telling myself that by the end of the term I would be out of there. The funny thing is these girls were my “best friends.”
Now I wouldn’t even consider them to be my friends. They weren’t there for me. Now that I’ve left school I don’t talk to them.
Kinda sad that a 7 year friendship can disappear within a month, isn’t it?
At least I know who my true friends are.
I’ve actually met a guy, and I’ve known him for about 2 months now. I’m closer to him than I ever was with any of those girls I used to know.
It’s weird how things turn out..
I just had to get that off my chest lol.
I don’t miss those girls, although the way they treated me has made me stronger than ever before.
Yeah, I think I’m becoming proud of myself :)

I’m learning new things (like cooking!) and I’m beginning to believe in myself again. I think I’m going to start saying things like ‘I am confident’ ‘I am beautiful’ and ‘I can achieve anything I put my mind to’ every night before I go to sleep and when I wake up. It’s only a matter of time before I start believing them.

where I intended to be in this point in my life. I’m 27 and feel like I haven’t accomplished anything.

I’m nearly there. I’m so close to having my very last day at school (which is where people put me down, etc.). I’m going to change my name really soon, I think I’ve picked a name that really suits me. And yeah. I finally feel like I’m happy being me. :)

I’ve been going through a bit of a rough patch in my life lately and i think i need to realise that i am lucky, and that i should be proud of the goals i’ve achieved already.
I’m setting myself new goals on 43 things so i can continue to be proud of the things i’ve achieved.

I am sick and tired of feeling inferior to everyone else. i am sick and tired of having to prove myself to others. i like me. i like who i am. i try to be better everyday. i work hard and although i might have lazy days i shouldn’t feel bad about them. i am not a robot who can work 24/7 and i am not you or the other person. i can’t be them! i am me, i will never be here again. i will only live on this earth once and there is nobody else like me. i am an individual, solely original, i should be proud of this.

I want to believe in who I am. Bewlieve that I am a good person.

“be proud of who I am”...
I think I am close. The extra motivation never hurts.
I have accomplished so much in this life already- good and not so good… all of which I am proud of because it makes me who I am know. So I guess in actuality- I am.
Some days I am more aware of it than others.
Today is a great day.

I’ve always felt that I have never lived up to the expectations and goals that my fmily believed i was capable of. I just wanted them to be proud of the things that I have accomplished. As a I get older I realize that I need to be proud of me and not worry what the rest of the world thinks. However I can’t seem to shake that little girl who couldn’t bear to let down the ones she loves.

Last night i read over one of my livejournal entries and i notice i risked a LOT of things just so my friend could get all the respect she needs and i’m proud of that ^^ Proud of who i am… what i’ve become…