a scholarship for $2000….Awesome!! 8 months ago

will be the breeze that I thought it would and the calculus class will be the bear that I thought it would, although the study groups are at a time that is accessible for me to get to. 8 months ago

but there was a lot of things that really need more work. I will spend more time studying again tomorrow. Homework for accounting tomorrow as well. 8 months ago

have it so both classes have their exams, and I mean all of the exams on exactly the same days. I guess there is some good and bad in that. 8 months ago

I like my professors, the classes did not feel stressful and I managed to get through the day not feeling overwhelmed. 9 months ago

Calculus – B
Accounting – A 9 months ago

I ordered my book for accounting class yesterday. I am not worried about this class just that stupid Calculus 2. Here we go again. No distractions this time, and I will succeed. 9 months ago

dropping a class both of my last semesters really messed up my timeline on this one. I am so torn with getting this done and balancing my stress level and my life. I know nobody cares how long it takes you to get your degree and who is to say that I will stop after the bachelors degree, I ma go on to get my masters degree. But whatever I choose to do, I don’t really want to be doing this for the next 10 years. I find going to school and working takes up all my time and I am willing to be and stay committed to complete this goal but there needs to be an end. I know I have gone back and forth on this goal. I have been wishy washy about not adding more stress and then saying I can handle it. Well I guess it depends on how I feel that day.

The goal is important, it is the importance of the timeline and balancing that with quality of life that I have difficulty with. But I think if I could master being more efficient with the time I do have, I would be a lot more successful in all areas of my life. I need to let go of perfectionism. 10 months ago

thinking either the calculus 2 class or the financial accounting class.
Thinking I may shoot for the latter. And add some study time in for the calculus class. 11 months ago

and in reading the first chapter over again, it made me realize that I am not respecting myself when it comes to what I really want. I have let K come in between, love, lust, fun and other people before my own needs. If I can not put what is important to me in front of receiving perceived love from others, then I will not succeed in this goal. I need to respect myself. 13 months ago

I don’t really care, for me the goal is the degree. 13 months ago

the Calculus class that was just too overwhelming with both a new position and a new shift and being out recuperating the last 4 weeks.

I will feel better once all the paperwork is complete. 14 months ago

across the country I go. I have even started a blog about it. I don’t know who would be interested in following such a blog but I thought I would go ahead and start one anyway. Hopefully my girls will keep track of my progress once I leave for my trip.

This is one of those things, I am so excited to do, wish I was going with someone though. At the same time, I am not really good at saying no and I would be worried that the other person would want to do things that I don’t want to do or not do the things I want to do. I know relationships are about give and take and I am all about that but I feel like I have been the one to give in so much more in my life because of my lack of self regard and I don’t want to give in right now. I am just not ready to compromise yet. I am sure I will one day, but today is not the day. I am looking forward to the day that I will feel like it because that is when I will be ready for a real relationship. Saying that I do not want to compromise makes me feel like a horrible selfish person. But I am not. I have always compromised, since I was a little girl, forced to give in and I hate it. I should be allowed to choose not be forced to choose.

(BAGGAGE, don’t you just hate it?) 14 months ago

looks like I might be able to take more than two, right now I have a business class – marketing management class, an economics class- money and banking class and a diversity class- intro to jazz history. The last two are online. I haven’t taken an online class at UVM so it will be interesting. 16 months ago

8-4:30, exactly my work hours! guess I will need to take an hour off to get there before they close. 16 months ago

8-4:30, exactly my work hours! guess I will need to take an hour off to get there before they close. 16 months ago