.Shit. 12 months ago
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Creative this morning, felt very excited, almost manic as I rushed to get ideas down 12 months ago
Woke up feeling depressed as fuark, better as the day wore on.
Meditated on the bus, it seemed to have made a difference. Got to course and finished my Lab, i feel alright 13 months ago
I feel alright, after a 12 hour sleep. Helped the old man clean the house, cleaned the church. I feel at ease no dep or anx. 13 months ago
Hard as, Goddamn Ive lasted more than 2 weeks before, but this yet again is proving to be a real willbender. I must .. no I will resist, I will remember the reason I do this and that reason will not manifest itself overnight.
Im doing this to get control of my life. This is a necessary step. Habits built over years dont change in a day and i am sick of where I am and what I repeatedly do. I want more in life, to fucken live passionately and just get the maximum enjoyment out of everything. Everyday that passes is a missed opportunity; to
write that album, to get bigger, to get over that fear of the outside. Its been 6 years since Ive left home and I havent achieved shit, fuck staying in all the time in the comfort of my own little damp world, stewing in my juices. Im going nowhere.
Fuck if only,
Help me someone 15 months ago
Tonight was great. I can only describe my inspiration as flowing!
I feel exceptionally great, and there was this playful vibe as I composed music. 16 months ago
will go the length of february without doing this.
No E,P, or M.
Just think of the long term benefits as opposed to the 8 second rush.
I can do this. 16 months ago
E’d for a bit since I was at home by myself. Was a tad dissapointed and it had a marked impact on my training session later on.
Either way I still completed everything and I feel really good right now. 16 months ago