make more time for my friends

Ive had the week off for half term and although ive worked a lot at my part time job ive had a couple of really good afternoons with friends. See the thing is i go on quite a lot of nights out, but i dont find them to be all that great for quality time with close mates, more silly drunken fun where im flitting from group to group, and a time to catch up with those more casual friends that i see mostly on nights out. I want to spend more quality time with my close friends, today was great for that, me and my closest friend jen went out for a really long coffee which turned into lunch and we chatted for ages about all the things that are stressing us out at the moment and what we want to do to change it, so not only do i feel calmer, but i feel closer to her and i resolve from now on to do at least one thing like that with my friends/ a friend each week. I love them and we should be there to support each other. I am very stressed and confussed at the moment, trying to change the things about my life i dont like while still being me and keeping up with all my commitments and it means a lot i have friends i can talk through these things with as not everyone has people they can truely trust and confide in them. I want to be there for them as much as they are for me because they mean the world to me.

There really doesn’t seem to be enough time in a week to make time to see most of my friends. And when I’m able to, they are not.

Been too busy with work these days i hardly get the chance to see some of my friends. Been too busy even to ask how they are… :(